Spiritual Ministries Mind Spirit Body Vibrational Medicine Research, Healing and Education Center.
Rev. Tonie C. Wallace Dream-Founder and Director
Tuesday June 02, 2009
Letters To Love Waiting
Dear All One Family:
Please understand, not all the emails I get are about bodywork stuff, some of it is spirit and mind-emotional stuff...
Love is the hardest part of the equation that both sexes are having a large time coming to terms with...
Books such as "Men Are From Mars And Women From Venus," helped a great deal, yet the rest of ones life together, still hasn't been wrote that works for all...Dr. Phil's Family and Relationship books helped a great deal, yet still...how does one base line a system that works for all, equally...
For each and everyone of us are from different backgrounds and role models of what it looks like to be a success...at all things. So how does one get to a point where they can just relax into the moment...calling all things good, even when it hurts so bad that all one can do is bite ones lip to help stifle the inner screams...of being without the one that one knows would take both their life's to the next level...
The best that I can give you is this..."patience be still and know that I Am God."
Wait on The Lord...He knows all that you are a going through and He knows why...you have that need...when you get to the other side of that storm...the truth sometimes is blinding...don't let it blind you, yet only propel you further towards the life that you are a wanting...after the storm clouds a pass.
Tonight I got a call from one of my five current, "love waiting little ones." The peace that she held was truly warm and sincere...and I believe that what has helped her the most is her return to church, and reading the book, A New Earth, Awakening To Your Life's Purpose, and like she and I agree, it is truly a book all should read at least once...Oprah has read it by now, at least 5 times...
I haven't gotten through all of it yet, yet I saw the 10 weeks once a night 1 1/2 workshop...and I tell everyone of you, watch it after reading the book...watch how it will light your fire from end to end...look at the gusto that I am a broaching the futurist dream creation of a research center that I just know that Oprah and perhaps Tiger Woods, plus all the other foundations that support Oprah already...will jump on, for it is a community that should have already been in place and one that is duplicated all over the world...
To all of my love waiting members...all of you have the same story, just told a different way...you are ready, and the other is asleep, once again or never have awoken yet...all the same story, just different actors and actresses...
You must hold onto the visual that like a butterfly that you set free, if it comes back to you after you release it to go to the parts that it needs to travel, if it was meant to be forever, it will return...and if not, than take solice in the fact that at least it was better to have loved and learned the lessons from it, than to never have loved at all...
I would like to say that all things will turn out all right for you all, yet being I am not God, all I can do is give you what resonates within my own being, yet I am merely drafting after how I would react in that situation and being I am obviously not the same as others...I could be wrong and in that case; I would tell you how I have lived through a waiting for my sleeping sofa man...I haven't waited...I have and I haven't...I just put all my trust in God, that God would bring forth the man that He would have me be with, and if for some reason that man never arrived...I would still be alright, for it obviously wasn't supposed to be...
I am no where desperate to be married or taken care of for the rest of my life...and thus will settle for less than what I needed to keep me in harmony, joy and peace. For to be without those key elements, I could never give it away were it not contained in my life...I hope that makes sense to all...
My next talk will be on energy...
Please don't miss it...Especially those of you that believe that you know how I am a feeling, because you can feel it within me...I know you are not right on...for prior to anyone coming in my house for healing sessions, I am absolutely neutral...My house is a house of peace and harmony...the only thing that one can hear were they to plant themselves outside of my house, is the sound of keys on the computer, the television set or the CD player...
Occasionally one would hear me a talking to my animals tired of me on the computer and not giving them any attention...so then they like children ignored, start to act up...
I wrote a long time ago about sentient beings...we are like camel eons...we become what ever energy you choose to bring along with you and being we become the energy that surrounds us...don't be surprised that if the energy that you believe you have suppressed doesn't come out in a newsletter correspondence...or in person.
For when I get caught up in my client's repressed energy...in order to process it, I must take a bit of it back into myself...sometimes I can throw it off...sometimes not all that easily...
It is my God Mission job to take it all upon myself and then cast it off back to God...for clarification...so I am not upset about this aspect of my job...I have been doing this cast off work for over 24 years now...don't you think I am used to it by now?
Yet, I am finding the area where I live to become more and more engrossed in the superficial aspects of themselves...I want more and know that I desire a lot more than the respect not that I am a being given here where I have been a doing this work for over 20 years...
I am still the best well kept secret of the state...Not my thoughts yet that of those that have traveled all over the world and never found me until...they did...so it isn't my thought impressions...yet those of others...all here will see that when I leave...
Am I angry about leaving an area that never gave me back what I gave them all? No, it was part of the Divine Plan...
So please all those that say that they love me and will always love me and will miss me when I go away...until I leave...don't tell me that I am angry about all of the losses, for that will make me upset having to explain myself again and again and at this given point in time...my newsletters were you to read them...would have made all things clear...perhaps when you are through; we can talk then...without you judging me with the feelings that you have were you to have gone through what I did...for I believe that no one can judge another's journey...we can only judge our own...I hope this makes sense...thank you, that is out...
Before I close I want to add the comments of the Buddhist Priest that gave me and CC and HH...a tour of the Buddhist Monastery...
He told us that he used to be a Gigong Practitioner...yet decided to become one of the head priests at this monastery...because he found himself having to do all of the work, while his clients, kept coming back time and time again with the same ailments...and he also noticed that he was starting to carrying more of their negative energies long after they departed...
I told him that was the reason that I too was a growing dis-satisfied where I lived...and did the work that I love...
It is always a joyous moment in time, when one meets up with another that has gone through a similar moment in time...almost like a confirmational thing...you know?
Anyways,
Enough for now
Be Blessed All
Love, Light and Peace
Tonie
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