Part 2 - Gratitude For Prayers

Spiritual Ministries Mind Spirit Body Vibrational Medicine Research, Healing and Education Center.


Rev. Tonie C. Wallace Dream-Founder and Director

Dear All One Family:

When One is primarily fear Based Thinking: That person in my estimation has taken a permanent residence in the house/world of fear. Most all things become part of that mind set...So instead of seeing hope as an option, one generally believes that ones ship is a sinking and nothing is going to stop that movement forward in time.

I choose simply to put all of my worries of tomorrow into God's hands. Thus I have more than enough hope to float my boat and I have been doing that exactly with God's help.


It wasn't until I watched the lecture workshop that Eckhart and Oprah gifted us together for ten weeks, that I finally spread my wings and took flight.

Spreading My Wings and Taking Flight

That drop off point,(mind shift) wasn't an accident and it wasn't a mistake. I have finally learned that I needed to allow that small portion of my brain, that states that anytime I am rejected or denied something that doesn't conform to another's imaginings as being real, I don't have to allow myself to feel the pain and discomfort of their rejection due to our differences of belief.

To do so is simply the adding of unnecessary drama to ones life. If I want drama, all I have to do to converse with my clients...for were their minds and body connected...the need for therapy would be very minimal...wouldn't you assume?


Life is all about choices we make. All can fall down and bemoan the situation and call themselves a victim, yet one that is trying to end the drama in their lives really need to do that...for all I want to establish is the fact; that each of us have our own opinions about what is real or not about what others think/say about us...For no one can make us feel bad, unless we give them the permission to do so...if that makes sense at all.

A Fear Based Thinker

I believe if allowed to state as such;
is one that graduates to the level of fear energetic balance point that frightens them so much that they will turn away from good, simply because they believe that they might fall/fail simply by seeing as is stated in Revelations..."In "End Times, that which is good, will be called bad."

Anytime anything is a happening that is good for the soul essence spirit, they call it a bad moment in time(perhaps the nature of the time/space continuium that we are in)...that probably doesn't make a lot of sense to some here, and I am sorry that it doesn't for you...just entertain the feasibility of that probability...that is all I have ever asked..."take what you need and do please leave the rest." kind of thing.

I have allowed all others their choices of beingness on the planet...yet, I still am a doing it wrong in the opinions of a few...that doesn't feel so good right now, yet that is alright...I too must learn how to live among the opinions of others, even when they are a aimed at me... Dear Heavenly Father in the name of Your sweet son and our brother Jesus and precious Holy Spirit, I ask that you forgive them for they know not what they do, and forgive me as well for anything that I might have done to ever give them the opinions/actions that they carry of the world that is not correct. All of this I ask in Christ's name, Amen.

Dear CFW:
To those that know me, know that I am elated for your response letter, for it has given me even further evidence of my need to clear up the confusion...and celebrate, for you are generally small in words and for you to feel the need to reach out to save me, I am grateful...and for no other reason, at least I have gotten your full attention...and no dear kindred sister, daughter...I am not angry or upset for anger and getting upset, upsets the one a carrying the dark emotions...hardly ever the one that attempted to send them along...also, who ever one holds emotions over, that person controls them...so rather than give my power away...I would just rather try to discover the reasons for this not being an accident time...

Thus remember please, that I love you no matter how you think about me.

I remember little one of the time when you and your boyfriend then, now long term husband... church elders, turned you both away and called you both "publicans", simply due to a picture that was taken of the two of you a smiling into each others eyes..

Your church elders ruled that you were heathens and needed to be labeled as publicans before the entire church group.

Publican...Old Testament verse...meaning member/s found to be basically the dirt beneath the feet of the church members. Remember my horror as you told me that meant that no one in the church could look upon you and must turn their backs on you when you pass in their public presence?

I refused to stand with those kind of Christians that were supposed to follow the instructions of the church, and thus I made it a point to be seen out with you...Now, in your estimation I have since joining Oprah/Obama and Eckhart Cult...am found unworthy in your eyes, simply because after years of absence from that church that even your children and your ex husband attended...and were ordered to turn away from you both along with the rest of the church body...I knew and accepted you both, just the way that you are...yet that is me...Obviously your church means a lot to you...You and I have only 15-16 years of knowing each other.

"Judge not least thee be judged."
Again, let me reinterate, your church elders are not the God that created us all...for only He in my belief system, has that power, yet I could be wrong...for I live primarily out of the New Testament...for that was the reason Jesus came...to leave us that...B. I. B. L. E...Basic Instructions Before Leaving Earth.

Did you notice my tone of dismay when I discovered that you had returned to the church that judged you and your boyfriend/husband so severely...and is it any wonder that you would judge me so severely...one that only held your best interest at my heart/mind interest...wow, if that isn't fear based duplication of actions...I don't know what is.

Yet that is your journey to forever land...I can only call my own real...and yet I really do thank you for the opportunity CFW...for without your questions, and thought reflections...I couldn't see clearly my own mission plan as well...so it is a good thing.

Please also remember CFW, on top of being fundamentalist religion trained...I also held the Baptism of The Catholic Faith...so my honor and praise of Mother Mary is pretty great in me...especially when I attended two of her monthly appearances in Conger's Georgia...and smelled roses both times...too cool...and took pictures of the sun during the time of her scheduled arrival...12 noon...and saw pictures in the sun...with a Polaroid camera...just as stated by all those that shared their 12 Noon pictures...and talks about all of their trips to Congers, Ga. Some had large albums filled with the pictures of the sun at 12 noon...the 13th of each month...many books have come out of those visits of Mother Mary...they all talk about the coming chaotic times and the need to stay into prayer, unceasingly...

I still have somewhere, those pictures...so my putting Mother Mary in the mix and all that we should be grateful with the plan and purpose of her life mission...that began at the age of 13 and at a time in our land when 13 and pregnant...without a husband, was a definite...no, no...just imagine all that she must of went through to bring forth the Savior...

Being a sensitive, on top of heightened hearing, visual sights and sounds...I also have extra sensitive smell. Both times I smelled roses and none were present...and what did Mother Mary channel during those two Mother Mary Pilmages? The message most explicitly was to continue constant prayer and that is basically what I am a doing when I am not a dreaming my dream and answering the questions of those that find my dream and myself, not acceptable or acceptable...

A explaining myself and like my memory cells go back to the concept that Eckhart tried to express in his book, "A New Earth, Awakening To Your Life's Purpose." where a monk took in a child that was a needing assistance and later was falsely accused of doing unnatural acts to the child and unacceptable to his mission... A man of God that felt that to explain his position on all things unnecessary for God would handle all the points of judgement dished out upon him, for all things swept under the rug would resurface one day and he would be vindicated...of which, this monk did become vindicated...yet at what a cost? With that conclusion being totally drafted up by the one a judging the whole...the monk.

I also have the bad habit of allowing lots more to spill from my mouth, than is sociably acceptable...for many are the outcome of grand parents/parents...post depression days, kind of thinking. Which is all things are about survival and less talk...yet I say, how can we change the world if we are afraid to talk?

Did you capture the email about Bill Moyer and him a telling all that if they want to change the world, they need to state to the world, that is what they as well are a wanting...a change in being in the world...

What I would like also to see on Barack Obama's running ticket is Ron Paul...for that is the kind of person that we are a needing to help put this sagging...economy and yesterday thinking kind of representation in play mode action...the two could balance each other out...where one can't see all that clearer, perhaps the other can...both are visionaries...

If it is true that the big business of oil gains and profits, kept the Eco fuel cars away...than shame, shame shame, everyone will one day know your names...take it to the bank...these are the times like stated in Revelation that all things sweeped under the rug would resurface and all shouldn't be surprised...sort of like a karma balancing gig..."what goes around, comes around." Or what I like to imagine as "Ground Hog Day," the movie.

We continue to live each day, just like the one previous, until we get it that we are the creators of this life drama...and God is our Leading Man!

To love Mother God, is to love our planet...and can't you see clearly that to show my love for Mo the God, our planet...that God gave us and we have basically destroyed...that perhaps by keeping her ever in our sight...we won't forget how much "global warming warnings" we have already been shown...so call me a sentimentalist...and stop trying to find fault with me...for if I was the most evil thing to have ever come into your life...why is it that you always hugged me and thanked me for helping you and your loved ones? Just a throwing that one out there...in case...you are too far gone into your judge another moment in time...thing.

Just my thoughts at the moment dear kindred sister in Christ...yes, this one hurt...and I am not sorry for allowing you the moment to slam and dunk me...perhaps I just needed another wake up call to show more conclusively that this area needs me not...not complaining or a whining, just a waking up to other possibilities...being all things happen for a Divine reason when one surrenders their life completely to God like I told you years ago that I had...so now...I am the evil...one...that is okay for I still love you and I forgive you for judging me so harshly...I thank you again for allowing me to clear the air a bit...

For I was concerned that I had lost your faith in me...when I got your last email about Oprah and all the crucifying statements that were dangling particles that held only substance to those that didn't catch it in its entirety. (Oprah's workshop with Eckhart).

For those that didn't catch it, it was absolutely magical...what a gift they and all that participated in its production, are to the world...I am so awed by her and Eckhart...and no I didn't jump on her email when you sent it to me...for I was a hoping that you had caught my dangling participles...and now I realize that perhaps you hadn't read in its entirety, in what the heck I am a trying to do for Planet Earth...

Perhaps if you had weighed the weight of my thoughts, versus jumping on the band wagon that I had fallen into sin and sin filled ways...these postings wouldn't have been necessary...yet perhaps they were necessary never less...understand dear one that I still hold you in high value... for everyone is entitled to their opinion rather based on church teachings or God instructions... "Judge not, least thee be judged." Just my thoughts, as always, take what you need and do please leave the rest.

I now feel strong enough to move forward from this another sign that my time spent living where I am here was in spite of being valuable, almost over...another door closing...

Dear one, to lose your closeness wouldn't hurt all that much monetarily, for our relationship gave to me not all that much in monetary gifting value. Our friendship was based on my doing more of the gifting than ever yourself...perhaps you don't see it as such...and I am sad to report that I do...I could be wrong, you know? ...just a observation...rather real or not...it just makes sense to me, for I have always heard that if one doesn't hold themselves to a high value point, most people will judge that lower costing commodity to not be all that special...Yet unlike a copy of a divine designed copy, I was not the knock off design...I was the original...again refer to Revelations, "In End Times, good will be called bad." It is all simply a sign of the times...don't get hung up in my venting, for I am not really,..only an explaining.

There Are Many People That Will Tell You What You Want To Hear, I Tell Everyone What They Need To Hear, and there in lies the difference...

I am different, so different that at times, I don't even believe that all that tell me that they love and care for me, really have ever seen the large picture containted within myself...

What I see contained in myself is something like I...Cinderella...Alice In Wonderland, and the Wizard of Oz...kind of thing. Truthfully, all won't believe it until I get there...kind of thing...family and friends are truly the hardest coconuts that one will ever soften...strangers will give you more of their time and day than those closest to you...And I believe that is part of the divine plan as well, for if your family and friends supported you, there wouldn't be a struggle, now would there?

Now I am a wondering if that struggle thing is real or not...for life shouldn't be a struggle...that is why God gave us The New Testament to replace The Old Testament...we needed a change for the change from fear based living to free choice was a grand thing gifted us from Jesus...and what He went through for us all...

I kind of feel that churches that don't recognize this in Jesus mission are kind of missing the point, yet again...what do I know? And also consider, are you willing to take a chance that I could be wrong, especially with 2012 a fastly approaching and no it is nothing like the Y2K kind of thing, for I never heard the Y2K prophezied to be a happening until the computer wizard kids, said, "hey the computers could a shut down, causing a global shut down, even of the planes that flew in the sky...being no one thought ahead to make sure that the program would continue on and not stop at the 2000 time period and not go beyond it into 2000...

Yet again, many churches decide to stay at the Old Testament period and just visit The New Testament period and I say, hey, this along with the other 10,000 Dead Sea Scrolls that should have been included in the Bible...and weren't, only stored...until the 1950's, when they were discovered and many books have already come out of the translations and many more translations are yet to follow...so for anyone to call their reality all there is and not even cover The New Testament, well enough...or any of the Dead Sea Scroll books...well, I am glad that you believe such as you do...will I miss you in my life?...most definitely...

Also, I would also like to mention another dangling piece of myself; I am glad that I don't choose friends lightly...for the loss of close friends has been the hardest thing ever; imagine not feeling getting kicked when I feel that I should have been supported...yet what do I know anyways...Right? Different strokes for different folks, you know?

Wrong, I do know one thing for sure...what goes around, comes around...so yes, I do recommend that before one throws out a judgement call, they need to make sure that they have all of the facts...and aren't only a jumping on a few statements flung casually, because that is what kind of person I am, a very casual individual...can my feathers become riffled? Can yours? Of course we can...especially when so many of my feathers are being allowed to become riffled...for somehow I felt that I was more important than what anyone here, ever tried to make me feel...and I knew that one day the light at the end of the tunnel would arrive and no more would there be struggle or worry about this or that or this one a stopping their treatments with me and a causing me even more financial hardship, all because I didn't own up to it all being about them and only what they felt about all things...so yes, I know that God loves me and is moving me exactly where I am supposed to be heading and I feel that time is near...I am not talking about dying...I am talking about the dream visioned research center a going into place...

Like I told all before..."when I would be making my leave is when God has shown me that my time here was over...and it is time to move to my next location." If I am not being supported verbally, emotionally or physically than obviously that is a sign that the end of my stay is near...just like the movie, "Chocolate."

Her magic was no longer a needed and God was a moving her onward...

Those are my thoughts right now...
I believe I am at the end of this train of thinking...at least I pray that I am...for it is rather energy draining to imagine that one that I always supported, now feels that I should be spanked by God...not a happy thought...yet I will get through it...I promise...for God and life is good...

All Be Blessed Everyone
Love, Light and Peace
Tonie

CFW
So I am not all that surprised...you were one of the last to make their thoughts public...I thank you for your honesty and please don't take what I wrote to mean that I loved you no more...each and everyone are entitled to their own way of being in the world...I only know full well this perception because I am a vibrational medicine health care provider..."that what you fear, comes at you greater." Albert Einstein.

So rather than keep myself worried that the sky is falling and God is coming soon being He has to be pissed...I am simply relaxing into my life, one moment at a time...how you choose to spend these next years a going through the changes, is your own directive...may you find yourself, exactly where you believe yourself to go and arrive.

I love you all still...

Be Blessed
Love, Light and Peace
Tonie


Rather you want to buy into that or not...those are my truths...and I know yours as well, dear kindred sister, CFW...and I understand completely everything that you are a trying to tell me and because I do...don't you see that at least for the moment in time, this we did share equally...is that enough or not?



How many years do we wander backward in time CFW? Perhaps 15 or more?

Perhaps again all that I have wrote already to you in both postings isn't the case at all with you ...If that is true, than I can only pray that the mirror that you hold to herself; Dear Heavenly Lord, will be changed and a new vision will show her the realities of her thinking base... for what I have discovered in my 24 years of research based work of energetic balancing is this...we are what we think we are...to put it ever so simply...and what we see in others, we see in ourselves or how else could we ever make a constructive criticism about it...think about it.

Those are my last lecture thoughts up to this point in my continued response to you CFW...I think I have moved past the storm of feeling bad for not being as righteous as yourself...my bag, tomorrow I will feel better...I promise All One Family.

Be Blessed
Love, Light and Peace
Tonie

Thanks For Your Prayers & Concerns

Spiritual Ministries Mind Spirit Body Vibrational Medicine Research, Healing and Education Center.

Rev. Tonie C. Wallace Dream-Founder and Director

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Bible Verses

Forgiveness for Sin

I will cleanse them from all the sin they have committed against me and
will forgive all their sins of rebellion against me. Then this city will
bring me renown, joy, praise and honor before all nations on earth that
hear of all the good things I do for it; and they will be in awe and
will tremble at the abundant prosperity and peace I provide for it.'

Jeremiah 33:8,9
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I write unto you, little children, because your sins are forgiven you
for his name's sake.

1 John 2:12
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Therefore if anyone is in Christ, he is a new creature; the old things
passed away; behold, new things have come. Now all these things are from
God, who reconciled us to Himself through Christ and gave us the
ministry of reconciliation.

2 Corinthians 5:17,18
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Freedom from Fear

Fear of man will prove to be a snare,
but whoever trusts in the LORD is kept safe.

Proverbs 29:25
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For God hath not given us the spirit of fear; but of power, and of love,
and of a sound mind.

2 Timothy 1:7
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Do not be afraid, little flock, for your Father has chosen gladly to
give you the kingdom. Sell your possessions and give to charity; make
yourselves money belts which do not wear out, an unfailing treasure in
heaven, where no thief comes near nor moth destroys. For where your
treasure is, there your heart will be also.

Luke 12:32-34
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Tonie,

I wished I could say all the time I've known you I have walked after the Spirit, but I can not. Too much of my Christian life I have walked after the flesh and was carnally minded, letting my circumstances control my actions or reactions instead of trusting the Lord and letting Him be my comfort and guide. Proverbs 3:5-6 Trust in the Lord with all thine heart and lean not unto thy own understanding. In all thy ways acknowledge Him and He shall direct thy paths.
Isaiah 55:6-12 Seek ye the Lord while he may be found, call ye upon Him while He is near. Let the wicked forsake his way, and the unrighteous man his thoughts: and let him return unto the Lord, and He will have mercy upon him; and to our God, for He will abundantly pardon. For my thoughts are not your thoughts, neither are my ways your ways, saith the Lord. For as the heavens are higher than the earth, so are my ways higher than your ways, and my thoughts than your thoughts. For as the rain cometh down, and the snow from heaven, and return not thither, but watereth the earth, and maketh it bring forth and bud, that it may give seed to the sower, and bread to the eater: So shall my Word be that goeth forth out of my mouth: it shall not return unto me void, but it shall accomplish that which I please, and it shall prosper in the thing whereto I sent it.For ye shall go out with joy, and be led forth with peace: the mountains and the hills shall break forth before you into singing, and all the trees of the field shall clap their hands.

I have failed Him so many times. But as King David said in Psalms" Restore unto me the joy of thy salvation." God has done that for me and though I've sinned I have an advocate with the Father, Jesus Christ His Son who shed His blood for me and has cleansed me from every sin. I look forward to leaving this earthly body and spending eternity with Him.I'm sorry for not being a better testimony to you over the years.1 John 1:9 If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us our sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness. Isaiah 26:3 Thou wilt keep him in perfect peace whose mind is stayed on thee. Psalm 119:165 Great peace have they which love thy law and nothing shall offend them.

Since April 20th, 1986, when Christ saved my wretched soul and I began to read His Word I have never read anything about the Father-Mother God.. There are three persons in the Godhead, God the Father, God the Son, and God the Holy Spirit; and these three are one God, the same in substance, equal in power and glory.Read 2 Cor. 13:14 ; Deut 6:4-5 ; Isa 44:6-8 ; Isa 45:21-23 ; 1 Cor. 8:5-6.The Great Commission: Mathew 28:18-20 And Jesus Came and spake unto them, saying, All power is given unto me in heaven and in earth. Go ye therefore, and teach all nations, baptizing them in the name of the Father, and of the Son, and of the Holy Ghost: Teaching them to observe all things whatsoever I have commanded you: and, lo, I am with you alway, even unto the end of the world. Amen.

We are made in the likeness of God (not angels...): Gen. 1:26-27 And God said, Let us make man in our own image, after our likeness... So God created man in his own image, in the image of God created he him; male and female created he them. Also read Psalm 8

1 Jn 1:1-5 In the beginning was the Word (Jesus), and the Word(Jesus) was with God and the Word(Jesus) was God. All things were made by him; and without him was not anything made that was made. In him was life; and the life was the light of men. And the light shineth in darkness; and the darkness comprehended it not.

Romans 1:16-25 ...Who changed the truth of God into a lie, and worshiped and served the creature more than the Creator, who is blessed forever, Amen.

Deut 18:10--12 ....or that useth divination, or an observer of times, or an enchanter, or a witch, or a charmer, or a consulter with familiar spirits, or a wizard, or a necromancer. For all that do these things are an abomination unto the Lord: and because of these abominations the Lord thy God doth drive them out from before thee.

Mathew 7:21-23 Not everyone that saith unto me, Lord, Lord, shall enter into the kingdom of heaven; but he that doeth the will of my Father which is in heaven. Many will say to me in that day, Lord, Lord, have we not prophesied in thy name? and in thy name have cast out devils? and in thy name done many wonderful works? And then will I profess unto them, I never knew you: depart from me, ye that work iniquity.

John 14:6 Jesus saith unto him, I am the way, the truth, and the life: no man cometh unto the Father, but by me.

Proverbs 14:12 There is a way which seemeth right unto a man, but the end therof are the ways of death.

Hebrews 9:27 And it is appointed unto men once to die, but after this the judgment.

Jesus Christ, the Son of God, now sitting at the right hand of His Father, shed His blood on Calvary's cross for the propitiation for our sin and He alone deserves are praise and adoration.

James 1:26-27 If any man among you seem to be religious, and bridleth not his tongue, but deceiveth his own heart, this man's religion is vain. Pure religion and undefiled before God is this, To visit the fatherless and widows in their affliction, and to keep himself unspotted from the world.

Tonie, I have been reading your emails for sometime now and I write these things in love as the Holy Spirit has led me. I fear you have been misled and I pray the Lord will use these verses to open your heart to the true and living God. That you can be washed in the blood of the Lamb and have true peace and joy.

Ephesians 2:8-9 For by grace are ye saved through faith; and that not of yourselves: it is the gift of God: Not of works, lest any man should boast.

Isaiah 64:6 But we are all as an unclean thing, and all our righteousnesses are as filthy rags..

It is the mercy of God who spared your life in those 3 accidents, just as he had done for me. Don't neglect so great a salvation...

Revelation 3:20 Behold, I stand at the door and knock: if any man hear my voice, and open the door, I will come in to him , and I will sup with him, and he with me
Hebrews 3:15 Today if you hear his voice, harden not your heart...

God is not willing that any should perish but that all may come to eternal life.
Remember, it's not who is right, but what is right. The Bible is the the true and Living Word of God. Whom shall we believe? Men? or the God who created Heaven and earth and all that is in it?

John 3:16 For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in Him should not perish, but have everlasting life. Grace be with you, CFW"

Dear CFW and All One Family:

Wow, thanks CFW for your testimony of faith. I am also grateful for your prayers. You know one can't ever get enough given them...

Now to explain quite simply that what you believe to be true about myself, is your opinion/judgment singularly. Unless your facts can stand God's Review...I really think that going after the false road leader concept...may not be the best for the world at this time.

For I believe that we are at the cross roads of our life and what will be the final cleansing phase of our planet...20012. How much fear that we take into the equation is exactly how much fear we will create into reality...

The wars that we are into battle with currently, should be an example enough for you...people not able to get along in the world, due to differences in religious beliefs, all believing that what they are a believing is the only road to travel up to reach Heaven.

All roads of good intention set, will take all where they are wanting to arrive at... Did you not catch the part that one of my sisters and myself share and that was of the facial expression on my dad's face when he discovered that non Mormons were also present in God's Play Land?

So please understand here that I am trying to draw a higher picture reality than what you are wanting to remain at level...same concept and plan, just a different road of re-discovery.

For what I am adovacting is several things...a shot at holistic health research...as well as eco-green research projects...that can be duplicated all over the world...a center of non profit that shares the profit with world, in a way of research findings, healing treatments available to joe public, that includes research in mind entrainment areas to help and assist our wounded troops that now have returned home, broken, of spirit, mind and body...that includes research into chronic illnesses...a center of medical science and holistic health care a joining forces...a center that should have been instituted long ago, yet it is what it is...

So with those kind of thoughts that I just threw out...do you still feel that all that I am about is greed, or selfishness or acting in ungodly ways?

When one becomes a Spiritualist Minister, they accept that all ways that are not their own, is alright as long as right intention is attended to by the religious thinker....it is all good...your way is your way, and mine is mine and where we end will tell the whole story...if I am blinded by the light of Oprah and Eckhart Tolle, so be it and because I discarded my Republican party ownership, I am now totally lost and confused in my direction.

Perhaps I am and for that final end I will only offer up this:

Dear Heavenly Father/Mother God, In the name of Your sweet son, our brother Jesus and Precious Holy Spirit, I pray that you forgive me all of my transgressions that have arose by wrong thought or action. All this I ask in Jesus Christ's name, Amen.

Now having said that, also allow me to state another results end that I am a visualizing...you haven't covered the Book of Corinthians have you? If you would have, you would have seen that all those things that you mentioned that I might be about......under the subtitle of witchery, are contained within the precious pages of the Bible...why do some fundamentalistic religious affiliations, only take their church body a short way into the Spirituality of God, I will never know...yet I guess it doesn't matter, for all must come to their own mind's imagining awakening party, I can only bring forth my own interpretation...know what I mean?

What I have found with the most fear zealoust religious being, is that their fear imaginings of not being enough, ever...brings them the most discomfort...so instead of seeing myself as powerless, I see myself as filled with God's Light, Love and Peace and a giving that out to all that come within a small distance of myself...

So when I happen upon those that I thought loved and respected our friendship, and find out that I am not on their same page of thinking, I say that is alright...to each their own...author unknown.

As long as I don't let my center point fall...center point*Father-Mother God, Jesus and Holy Spirit and God's Heiracharchy Angels...I will be just fine as L.A., Bible verses from Arcmax...opened this response letter...I call is a sychronistic moment in time...all can call it whatever they want...thanks L.A., love you girl...thanks for letting me be me...that is why you and I get along so famously...what ever our thoughts about each others thoughts are simply a bit different, yet not over the top, either...or at least in my case, most of the time...perhaps? Hahahahehe...

As for the greed part of me perhaps a coming through...I don't believe that I ever made you feel that all I was about, was a selling myself...for you were most of the time in my past memory recollection, on the lowest to very lowest end of my payment to highest source treatment repayment plan...simply because your opening statement to me was that you were flat broke again and thus needed my help to become balance again...rather in herbal advice or suggestions or by actual body stretching techniques of thai base.

So why in God's name would you ever assume that I was simply a sell out for monetary reasons...I will never know...perhaps that wasn't your reasoning for your response...perhaps it was as well...until you make clearer your thoughts...I will just have to assume the worst, for that is how you have judged me...does that make sense to you?

As for the Father-Mother God portion...I am sorry, that is just my add on perceptional mind...for Mother to me is the nurturer, the healer of the earth...for don't you recall that I have been asked the question of "How do you Know God is real," of which being my answer is because I see Him in all that I allow my eyes to behold of Him...the trees, the flowers, the plants, the birds and bees, all the animals of the woodland...and because I believe that Mother Mary was never given her credit due...at 13 getting pregnant with the Divine One...so cut me a little slack here for I feel the kindred energy of Mother Mary a taking care of the Planet...

So please CFW, please excuse from the directives of your established mind vision...perhaps we are on different paths...heading in the same direction, just given different cordance points of views...can we atleast, agree to disagree or do you have to stop reading my posts and go away too?

Oh well, what ever the case...there must be a reason for one of my remaining few Christians research clients, to take their leave from my presence...therefore I have to count it as a plus, for I see ony pluses from this point forward...for I have deserved it...

All the lack of moments in my life, will soon be filled with plenty moments...I can feel it...

Whatever your decision...Go with God, dear kindred sister...I will cherish always our 18 plus years of acquaintance...and I will miss those special moments in time when fear held you tightly and you reached out to me for answers in the health and wellness world for your husband,friends and family...

Take care and Be Blessed All
Love, Light and Peace
Tonie

Spiritual Ministries Mind Spirit Body Vibrational Medicine Research, Healing and Education Center.

Rev. Tonie C. Wallace Dream-Founder and Director

Email From Renessa, Canada:

"yes, my friend, it is time to unsubscribe from your mailing list, I am as full of my own stuff as you are with yours. I shared with you my thoughts on the subject. I have now come see plants as each mirroring some aspects of all those who have come to live on air, the plants produce as well as the food on the table, shade over head while the sweet scents of success are a flower at our feet.

It certainly is not my way to push things through or ask others for help. . . Life has made it abundantly clear that I am only to chronicle and share the aspects of my story which will serve the cosmos to the highest good.
holy moly what a ruckus on the board. . . John's on now. . first he's looked at it since opening it up"
smiles
Renessa

Dear Renessa and all one family:www.harmonicconcordance.com as well

I am not quite sure of why you would be a wanting me to delete your name from my email list... what are your grounds Renessa? That I don't have the time to serve your needs or what? I am a bit confused so please clarify this reason for my firing and thus my deleting your name off of my email listing.

Was I fired because I was found too busy to respond to your immediate needs... I can hardly respond to my own...catch my fluttering butterflies? My whole aim and intention in life is developing the research/teaching/healing holistic health center prototype that the world will want a copy similar to it...

Renessa, simply due to the fact that I am a member of so many expansive mind web sites...what reference are you a making to the one called John...are you talking about the harmonic concordance site of Jan & Johnny? Are you talking about the posting that Cor sent to Johnny a demanding that Morlokk be thrown off the site, simply because he didn't want the group to be a harbour for the dark thinkers...

My thoughts on the controversy?

In all groups you are going to find thinkers and believers of all things...what is being argued over in the group, is simply the differing of different belief systems a coming to a head...who is right and who is wrong...

I myself have butted heads with the best of you...and I know better than anyone how hard it is to be the one looking in and never feeling ever accepted...some did and some didn't and that is al right in my books...those that found me lacking in fact, were driven to look deeper within themselves to find that which makes sense to them...so in the whole of things...it was all good.

I love Morlokk, yet not his beliefs...and those that believe that darkness is the only way, that too is their choice...we are living in the free zone now folks...would I want to party down with those not of the same vibration as myself? If so, for only a short while, for the energy of God that I draw down to do the work He sent me to do, tends to become easily exhausted in the company of those exhausted all of the time, simply because they don't know how to draw it down to not only help themselves, yet that of the world...one person at a time...

So even though I love Morlokk for who he is...I don't accept for myself, that which he calls to be his reality energizer... My thoughts will always be: Father-Mother God, Son and Holy Spirit and all the Hierarchy Angels of God, from which we all originated from that group. Yet it is alright that Morlokk holds his beliefs...as long as his beliefs don't include harming any others...for what you give out, comes back ten times in what ever direction one has decided to cast out the first stone...justified or not...

I also believe that all have the ability to change in the blink of an eye...no one knows when it will happen...most of the time, I have found it happening after some life changing event...For me, it was three near death car crashes...and it was those seconds within the minutes that were the longest...everything went into slow motion, so I would have time to think about what was important to me at the moment...and would I survive the obstacle of awakening, so that I could finish my mission here...

I have already written about all three, I believe right on h.c. website, as well, as my own hard drive- I believe that I gave about three years of dedication time there......and like I told Kyle...when he asked me for the copies that I held on my hard drive of those early days of us all a trying to get it together and move forward in time a helping mankind in the mix...that I only saved that which my stuff contained, being the majority of the family members were in favor of me not including them and their stuff in the mesh...for all they were doing was a having fun...and too bad for me that I was a writing a book...and believing I was a making a difference.

Thinking about on those frontier days of our website...

Numerous times I have been asked to leave by various members, to leave the site, for I was found not acceptable...others that were savior types, hurried up and tried to keep me a staying tight with you all...yet what was the purpose or reason? Few found validity in what I wrote...and most just put me in my place, until, I felt coming home more and more difficult...perhaps too, God just got me busy enough that the pangs of all the gang at www.harmonicconcordance.com absence in my life, didn't sting so bad...

You know...anytime anyone one calls it the only way, other ways will always try to show you a different way...and sometimes that is a good thing...and sometimes not so good...that my dear ones is called...what goes around, comes around...sometimes that which you are a fighting for...doesn't make a lick of sense, yet to the beholder of the dream illusion, all the sense in the world... Isn't that more like capitalism at play...you can't belong unless you are this or that?

Is not that the very reason at we have unrest in the world? All a believing themselves to be right and doing things to show that they are the only right ones...like killing, stealing, maiming, holding back...casting out before giving another look...

My motto, if one wants to capture the show...they must perform the show as if the world is a watching...What Would Jesus Do with Morlokk, simply due to his lack of belief in God? Think about it.

How do any of you in the group that is a protesting and taking sides...that Morlokk is really taking into consideration all that you all are showing him to be is good? One becomes more of a believer from actions/versus ill set words...and yes, in the past, Morlokk and I did bump heads as well...yet that was before Eckhart Tolle and Oprah's "A New Earth, Awakening to Your Life's Purpose," shot me a badly needed whirl wind of creative insights... check it out on oprah.com@oprah.com...you won't be sorry...


Also, I would like for you to entertain...
What if Morlokk is an alien? What if his god is one from a different galazy than our own...and one that has forgotten the true Creator and the story left us, lost to his planet of origination...

What if all of his blirps, and dashes...actually mean something and you could catch the milky stars of dreams by trying to interpret it...you know Renessa...The blirp from The Daily Guru...was all about dreaming the impossible...and it caused you to want to drop me...I am definitely confused...so be sure to not only send this along to our family website...yet also take the time to drop me a little ditty about the impact it had the group...

I will allow you to share this insight with them..being you have been sending me emails for quite a long time since I left the group...

I might check in...with the group and I might not...for I still saw lots of egos a hammering away at each other...

Perhaps that was too harsh of a critical eye...for I did learn lots from one and all...look in my guest book and see what I wrote about how much the group helped me...and I will always be beholding to one and all...even those that rattled my chain the hardest...I guess I must of needed it...or it wouldn't have happened...for all things happen for a reason, for sure!

Be Blessed One and All
Love, Light and Peace
Tonie
If you are serious about my a deleting you from my email...so be it Renessa...it is your journey and if you don't care to see how my ends up...well, I guess I just have to accept that it is what it is...

What I do for Morlokk, I do for all...for we are all in this journey together and it is better to become associated with that which can't stand your guts, for they make the best of teachers in how not to be in the world...Simply because that which you hold straight out in front of you, is your reality show come true...

If one simply wants the learning lessons of life to keep coming at them, all they have to do is to set up the conditions that will produce it...time after time after time...until one learns the lesson of "do unto others that which you would have done unto you."

Just my thoughts, take what you need and do please leave the rest as usual...