Saturday, June 13, 2009

Jada's Not Done Yet With Angeline








Spiritual Ministries Mind Spirit Body Vibrational Medicine Research, Healing and Education Center.
June 13, 2009
Let Me Show You The Moves of Love
Rev. Tonie C. Wallace Dream-Founder and Director
Jada Stone Associate Director-Contributing Writer

Dear All One Family:

Today the weather is rather warm and the sun is shining in its glorious self that it is...

All is actually peace filled and not at all boring, for as you can see, we all are going through our own little dips, dives and new heights discovered...I want to thank all that have thus far, traveled along with Jada and myself and all those that are part of our world and thus make up our world.

Down through the years, I have personally held a writer's hand to so many of you that now spans the continent and I have to say, you are all near and dear to my heart and I know that I speak as well for Jada.

Thank you again for sending me those emails that you knew would touch my heart to so many different opinion flying degrees...for just like the question that is never asked, is never answered; the same as such with all of your emails...just like the Dr. Phil, Oprah, The Doctors, Montel, Mourey Show, Sixty Minutes, Medium, The Ghost Whisperers, Gossip Girl, Tyra and other news shows, open up avenues of out of the box kind of thinking, your emails have done the same.

I will never believe that out of the box kind of thinking is harmful...only unless the thinking attempts to harm another...

For I still believe that we are all necessary for the sound functioning and continued life span of our planet....a falling down into deep despair is somehow a weakening our land and causing us to move into some pretty wild patterns as can be seen with our weather changes for one.

Many other changes can be seen...yet for time span wise and being I have heard personally that many aren't a paying attention to the news because it is just too down right disturbing...I couldn't agree more, yet, I still say, when one buries their head in the sand or up their back side, some would say...isn't that like becoming an ostrich?

I say, isn't all things a going on, just because you aren't in the forest, don't you still believe that when a massive tree lands, its sound and vibration of its fall is still heard by all of the woodland creatures?

I personally am a monitoring the news because it leads me to greater depths of my thinking, of not a buying into the fear energy, for like Jada, I have enough hope to float many persons boats...

I have this capacity not because of who I am, only because of God/Jesus and Holy Spirit's whose channel of energy keeps me a ticking like the "Energy Bunny Rabbit."

Time waits for no one, we wait for it...sort of a thing.

Along with Jada's second posting to Angeline, I would like to comment that I too am very proud of the choice that Angeline made when she decided to no longer cover for the weak excuses of her former husband, whose needed to skip work for the day, for what ever reason.

Perhaps had Angeline who is a supervisor over about 90 employees that she holds in her 8 to sometimes 8PM day, and had to fire someone for doing just this very thing of lying to get out of work...and she had informed Jada's son of such a crazy moment in her world...it wouldn't have been so bad of an outcome for him...yet, Jada's son had told Angeline that she needed to fire the man.

So how many days again I say to Jada's son that his judgment call, came back to slap him? Hmmmm...another coconut headed moment perhaps? "Judge not, least thee be judged." Ouch!

I want all to know that soon after the last newsletter was posted, I received a few responses from it and this is what I believe Jada is getting ready to address...so please bear with us...for more than not are applauding Angeline for being able in spite of her unconditional love for her former husband and father of their youngest daughter...

They have also expressed how proud they were of her in being able to walk her talk, for as they have told me:

When one holds themselves out to be a good example, that example includes the ability to speak ones truth and act as if the whole world could be a watching them...even when only a few are looking, for one never knows who is a looking too closely and a mimicking your same action.

Besides when one has in their mists a person caught in the world of time imbalances and have a need to lie to make it through their world...when one fosters that lie and keeps it a rolling, aren't they in essence, a assisting that person to remain stuck in their own tangled weave that they are a weaving.

So when the children that are supposed to be the glue that holds them forever grateful and together start a copying that deceptive behavior, don't they as well, learn how to lie from the supposed experts?

So does one beat a child that one supposedly showed how to do such a silly thing...for in end times I am understanding from Revelations that all things buried will resurface...hmmmm...perhaps larger doses of honesty are what is needed to recapture the once flaming embers...perhaps the flame has gone down too much...

Just my thoughts a throwing them out there like seeds, in hopes that one day they will take root before it is too late, yet knowing as well, all things are what they are.

My Blessings to all
Love, Light and Peace
Tonie

Jada's Letter to Angeline Once Again

Dear Angeline:
The other day you mentioned a very strained comment that my son made to you about you a telling all things to everyone and you mind went to my having said things to my son the day that I called him after waiting almost a month in which to do so.

I told you to relax that you hadn't come up in the conversation, no not once, for he had ordered me to not speak of his life and personal stuff...or risk him not calling or returning my calls...I was told to especially not bring up your name...I was to keep my questions minimal and under no terms, step over the line.

Wow, is all that I can say...

How my son gathered that you had spoken to me, when he ordered us both to stop talking and communicating with each other...was when I believe I asked him if he was a planning on going back to Iraq and he told me, that he didn't know for he had to wait and see what the doctor had to say about his condition.

When I asked him what condition...he told me that it was between his doctor and himself...now isn't it.

I guess it wouldn't have been so awkward and difficult for me to accept this decision of his, were it not for the fact that I am an alternative health care provider for over 24 years and have lots of great resources that I and Tonie have amassed as well as grand ideas...

Yet that stigmata of family and friends being your greatest hard heads to reach out towards, again is very truly sad and true...darn it!

Those that we love the most, hear and see us the less...doesn't seem fair or real does it?

Yet I can understand it, for if God/Jesus and Holy Spirit can help us see others so clearly that we could watch their every move so that they don't stumble and break a bone...or several...than how much responsibility is placed on the shoulders of the one a trying to assist those that are needing necessary falls in which to help them find themselves out of the hole that they have dug themselves...now think about it.

So by us giving away too much information, we are in essence a making the one that we are a giving the future visions too much help, for what we can receive about others life's, we can gather about our own...

So the person that Brad wants to become, he and only himself can find...yet he won't find it in the eyes of others, until he changes the energy that he is presenting that is real to the world...

Something like, want a miracle, be a miracle kind of thing...

Or something like, want love to find you, find the love within yourself first and then it will radiate back to you so that its radiance will attract the one that God/Jesus and Holy Spirit are a willing for your life...

I have a very good example to give you of what that means...I believe I gave a wee bit of it the other day...yet my brother has brought me news of the situation since the time that I spoke to you.

I do hope that all will also find it interesting...for remember, I have been unattached for so long and still just a loving it...for I know that soon he that I also await, will find me and I him...

I will call this rendition... Miguel

I noticed Miguel the very first time that I saw him in church.

He is a very handsome Mexican man about 5'8" in height, sandy colored hair, and a bit too heavy yet fixable...hahahehe...as is our church minister's way, every now and then he tells us all to hug, or high five our neighbor and tell them that Jesus loves them...so I remember the first time that I high five Miguel, for he said, "does He?"

I said to him, of course He does silly one, for he loves us all, the green, orange, yellow, black, brown, white ones...I told him and his friend that spoke little to none English, that I was glad that they had found their way to our church and that I hoped that they would return for this was a fine place.

Miguel had to interpret all of our minister's sermon to his friend and I noticed that he did such, lovingly and patiently and I like that as well about him.

Miguel and his friend, promised that they would return for they loved how the church energy and minister and church members made them feel...welcomed.

Miguel and his friend made it a regular thing of coming to church after that...and all but one Sunday, did they choose to sit behind me.

Then about a month ago, Miguel in five minutes told me his life story...divorced, father of three children living in Mexico and that he hadn't visited his home land in 12 years and that one day he wanted a home not only here, yet also in Mexico so that he could visit both places that he loved...

Both of his parents were still living in Mexico and he hadn't seen them all these years as well...

Then he asked me out on a date.

I told you Angeline that in the past when I made various choices along my journey's path ways...I never took the time to stop and qualify my man...by qualifying a man this is what I mean...

Dear Heavenly Father in the name of Sweet Jesus and Holy Spirit, I pray that you put it upon my heart if this is the one that You would have me with...all this I ask again in Jesus's name...Amen.

This is what came forth in my mind's imaginings...

Dear child:
Miguel is a very sweet and wonderful son of mine. Yet you asked for a man that could hold equal ground in conversation and this one doesn't know the language well enough to understand you...so conversation wise I would have to say that it isn't equal ground you will be receiving.

The age difference between you might not be a problem, yet the communicational area that you seek, won't match up and perhaps that will bring you the most discomfort...for as you continue to age, he will stay more youthful than you perhaps care to have...happen.

Now onto his plans of the future. One house here and one house there. Can you divide your life up that way? Expand on how that would one day unfold itself...

Besides, if you can't communicate with basic things, how will you know until it is too late that he is still carrying baggage about a previous spouse...

Along with that picture you are a looking outside of the box at...what does three more children along with your own with abandonment issues of the dad, show itself as?

Then it was also shown me the financial picture of this man with a mother and father still a remaining in Mexico and I was shown the picture of my adopted daughter whose husband is also a Mexican with family back home a needing his financial assistance and I then had to make a decision...with all those that I love and cherish that I am already a putting on my already heavy plate financially a needing my assistance can I really handle the extra load?

For Miguel not a going home for 12 years should state that it wasn't due to him financially a being able to do such...so that meant to me that he too was caught up in helping those that he had left behind for the world of advancement...

So my choice in my sixty seconds time of making a decision had to be, a polite no, and thank you as I told him that I wasn't ready to date anyone as of yet...for too much work for God/Jesus and Holy Spirit was expected of me.

I also thanked him for asking me as I brushed his cheek lightly to show him that I was impressed with a 45 year or there about, a believing I was a youthful enough to keep up with his energy and what fores.

Meal preparation wise...would also might play a role, because I like Mexican food, yet not all the time...too fat and calorie laden for my tastes...yet I could be wrong for I have seen slim figured ones as well...

Now I know Angeline that I already shared all the above with you, yet this is the latest update:

Yesterday my brother told me that he had ran into Miguel at the bank and just like he figured, the reason that Miguel hadn't been to church was because of me a hurting his feelings.

What my brother told me:

"I ran into your friend at the bank." I said Miguel? He said, "yes."

"I asked him had he been to church lately, being we had two services and he could have chosen the one opposite ours and being we also hadn't been in a few weeks...perhaps he was now a going and wondering where we were at..."

"He told me straight up that he was hurt at you for you had declined his offer of a date, for in you he saw the most beautiful woman on the planet and knew that he wanted to be yours."

"My brother then told me that he told Miguel that perhaps I declined his offer being he had three kids, that you might still be married and he said, no, I have been divorced for years."

I then told my brother, I already told you that the reason I declined his offer was for all the above mentioned reasons and that most of all, were it not for his age, the fact that I don't speak the same language as himself, would be my hardest mountain to cross over for all of the choices I had made in the past, were men that were good about communicating their own needs and this time...I wanted one that could not only listen, yet hear and keep up...

Besides the fact that Miguel used me as the reason to not return to church, is lame in itself and speaks rather highly of a wounded victim and just because I treated him like all of the family church members...I am to blame for his short fallings...so in essence, he confirmed with his own words, that he is a victim...for just because one wants their cake, ice cream and eat it as well, doesn't mean that this is the soda shop he is a searching for...

Thus I told my brother that another broken winged man is not what I am a searching for...and I don't want one that I can't throw all of my books into his hand and tell him to read them so that he can better understand me...and have him say, I can't for I can't read...understand?

For I have had enough non readers already....they are called in my memory cells, ordinary and typical men that I couldn't get awakened and thus had to move on...

Just a throwing this all out to you dear one. I thought you would find it interesting...for all that looks good from the outside, might not be all that you are a needing and a wanting...

More later,
Love to you and yours and mine
Be Blessed Always
Mother Jada

Walking Jericho Today







Spiritual Ministries Mind Spirit Body Vibrational Medicine Research, Healing and Education Center.
Saturday, June 13, 2009

Walking Through DisneyLand Part Five-Open Letter To Angeline-Jada StoneRev. Tonie C. Wallace Dream-Founder and Director
Jada Stone Associate Director-Contributing Writer

Dear All One Family:

Before I turn this posting writing over to Jada, I wanted to post the latest news release I had gotten on the Holocaust Museum in Washington, D.C., murder story. This one is quite unusual because it is the murdering mad man's son that gave his accounting of his dad's actions to the press.

In case you missed it on your Internet Yahoo Associated News release...

All that I can say about the story is this...what an impressive story...and yes the saying in the Bible, "the sins of the parents will fall down upon the children for six generations," isn't always the case, for this murdering father's son, has broken the cycle and curse of what his father believeth...being ignorant instead to the son...great story! I give it a ten thousand rating!

BE Blessed Always
Love, Light and Peace
Tonie

US museum shooter son slams father's 'cowardice'


2 hrs 59 mins ago
WASHINGTON (AFP) – The son of white supremacist James von Brunn, who shot a guard at the entrance of Washington's Holocaust museum this week, slammed the "cowardice" of his father's actions on Friday.
"My father's actions are unforgivable," Erik von Brunn, 32, said in a statement to ABC News. "I do not expect, nor will I accept forgiveness for what he has done," he said.
Erik's 88-year-old father reached the entrance of the Holocaust Memorial Museum in the US capital on Wednesday, raised a .22 caliber rifle and fatally shot African-American museum guard Stephen Tyrone Johns, 39, in the chest.
Security guards returned fire, shot von Brunn and prevented him from entering.
Von Brunn will face murder charges for the crime, officials have said.
"I cannot express enough how deeply sorry I am it was Mr Johns, and not my father who lost their life," the shooter's Florida-based son said.
Erik von Brunn said his father's hatred for racial minorities and Jews destroyed his family, and resulted in the divorce between him and Erik's mother.
"My father's beliefs have been a constant source of verbal and mental abuse my family has had to suffer with for many years," he wrote in the statement.
"His views consumed him, and in doing so, not only destroyed his life, but destroyed our family and ruined our lives as well.
"Now, it is not only my families lives that are in shambles, but those who were directly affected by his actions; especially the family of Mr Johns, who bravely sacrificed his life to stop my father."
If convicted, James von Brunn faces life in prison without parole and could face the death penalty.
A search of the shooter's car left in the street outside the museum Wednesday turned up a notebook of handwritten anti-Semitic rants denouncing President Barack Obama as a Jewish puppet.
"The Holocaust is a lie. Obama was created by Jews. Obama does what his Jew owners tell him to do," said one of the notes, which was signed James W. Von Brunn, according to an FBI affidavit.
Erik von Brunn had blunt words for racists and anti-semites who idolize his father's actions.
"For the extremists who believe my father is a hero: it is imperative you understand what he did was an act of cowardice," he said.
"To physically force your beliefs onto others with violence is not brave, but bullying. Doing so only serves to prove how weak those beliefs are. It is simply desperation, reminiscent of a temper tantrum when a child cannot get his way."

Jada Stone Letter To Lovely Former Daughter, Mother of her youngest grand-daughter:

Dear Angeline:

I hear the promptings in your heart and want to reach out, yet now that right now you and my son are at the turning point of what relationship type you will be a holding onto as you both watch your children together grow up.

I know the love that you hold for my son is unconditional and that it is the reason that you just can't seem to make a total break from it, yet at times, leaving is always easier than remaining...

Than the morning arrives and you are right back at a wanting the medicine of life that isn't all that good for you to take...can I get an Amen sister?!

When we talked the other day you told me upon hearing my voice, "how do you always know when something is up?"

Do you recall what I said? I said, God/Jesus and Holy Spirit lead me to make this call so that I could confirm what it was that I was a sensing that wasn't feeling all that hot."

Something like you praying for clarity and my praying for clarity, a coming into presence moment...

I also told you that sometimes I am a wanting to call and I am told to let things kind of simmer a bit before a doing it...

When I heard all that went down...I told you this: "I want to thank you for being there for my son. The way that you showed me that you cared about him, was seen in your action of explaining all of the things that he could have done, versus what he had done...

You cared enough to give him your very best...yet so men would call that bitching...I say, those men that would say that are purely victims...and sometimes ones angelic wing flaps aren't strong enough to hold both you and your unconditional loved one together...

I totally understand the need to have someone in your life that doesn't call you such ugly names when in reality he is merely seeing himself in your eyes and that isn't always a good sign, you know?

For that which he offends, comes backs and offends him...not pretty of a cat and mouse game is it?

So thank you for not treating him as he is was a trying to treat you.

Truthfully, any behavior rather disgusting or not is a cry for help...yet like you and I have already discussed, until Brad decides to put down his own self created low self esteem behavior...it won't happen.

Yet like I told you, please never give up on him for even if he by chasing his own tail, lands up with the wrong one...will one day I believe awaken and discover what is real and perhaps it might be too late, for I know that you crave as any normal human sentient being, the attentions of someone that really and truly loves, cares, understands, trusts, speaks and hear you...

I can only pray that he will awaken before it is too late...for as I wrote a few newsletters before, you are wonderful and beautiful just the way that you are...you aren't perfect, yet no one is, especially me...for if I were perfect, would I receive such abuse? Not playing the victim, only explaining, not complaining...hahahehehe...

For were I perfect, would not I create an out of the box situation each and every time...before I got pinned in by the straight box thinkers?

Think about it...I do, then I hear, "if all of your life you held no obstacles to overcome, would you be able to explain it to others, how to get out of their own way"?

I am also dear one, grateful that you didn't allow your unconditional love for my son to interfere in the lessons he was to gather from his latest episode the other day...for I and his Auntie, felt completely happy that you didn't cover up for his lie...for the one he used is one that her and I explicitly never use...the health of our family or friends and our vehicles a breaking down...

Because we know like yourself, that what you imagine, you manifest...as intelligent as my son is...I find it hard that he used such a lame one to begin with and as intelligent as he is...were one to cover for his absence from work, shouldn't the cover er, be brought into the alibi picture?

I can only state this...he must have had one of those unable to sleep nights again and was pretty sleepy when the boss man...called.

Yet for him to find your name and child in the front of his awakening moments...says lots as well...so even though he is far away, he is still very close...

Just thought I would drop those words off to you. I am not trying to make a big deal out of the last known episode...I can only pray that you both find each other before you both turn to others...just simply because I know that you both have traveled many miles together and do have wonderful memories of those times...and as you stated before, it isn't fair that you had to help him become the person you needed and the world needed him to become, just to lose him again, to another chase the tail moment...

I still remain a very thank filled person for the grand daughter and step grand daughters you have given me...stay hope filled and at peace dear one...all is never lost, and if it seems to be that way at times...it is only temporary..."for God never closes a door without opening a window." Author unknown.

Our Heavenly Father knows what is best for us and for those that stay within communication with Him/Jesus and Holy Spirit, all things just seem to always work out fine.

More later...

Love you always, dear one!
Jada

To all Be Blessed Always
Love, Light and Peace
Jada Stone

Can The Enemy Within, Spread And Become The Enemy Outside Of Ourselves?








Spiritual Ministries Mind Spirit Body Vibrational Medicine Research, Healing and Education Center.
Why Is There So Much Fear?
June 13, 2009

Rev. Tonie C. Wallace Dream-Founder and Director
Jada Stone Associate Director-Contributing Writer

Dear All One Family:
Thank you for all of the comments that I received from my last posting. All I can say is, wow! It is really unbelievable how Oprah's shows stimulate one to think deep thoughts.

All that know me, know how important I feel that is that we all move towards this important place within our body, spirit and mind.

Some of the comments that I received were in my estimation, highly judgmental and critical...yet all that I can offer you at this time is what I call memory flash backs from a old movie that described in large detail what was to be the future of our country and world...looking at it in a police state methodology...

I remember back to the time that I first saw it being played on my television and I remember saying, "Dear Heavenly Father, Jesus and precious Holy Spirit, I pray that if this is to be mankind's future, please allow me to be called Home to You."

I truthfully believe that we can learn how to live together with each other without having to have the government control our every movement.

I did not write those comments of mine as a way to allow the sexual perps free access to our babies...for I was one of those babes, yet I was allowed to live because I was simply too young to remember the horrors afflicted upon myself.

It took almost thirty years to remember the details...and then I didn't get the face of the actual perp, and perhaps that is alright as well.

For I already have enough emotional baggage that I thought had been released, yet still floats from time to time through my dream time, creating sometimes a very nightmarish moment or two.

All I can say is this on the subject of giving our government more controls on our behavior, instead of concentrating on those most afflicted by our government's failing economy; pretty soon, we all will be more closely watched...

I personally say, bring it on...for I have nothing to hide, yet I still resent having every movement that I make, being monitored and really don't understand how the celebrities can a handle the press that never allows them privacy.

For I am a very private person and really could live in a cave were it not for the bats, snakes, spiders and other woodland creatures that walk, fly and such...

Perhaps you are a wondering why someone that states that she is a private person type would be so open about her personal life?

Just allow me to state this factor, in my last posting newsletter I wrote as if I were a talking to Oprah herself. I didn't do this because I was a losing it, I have written Oprah and gave her my newsletter address and if she isn't a reading these newsletters herself, than perhaps her staff is...moving on the premise that what it is that I am a wanting is being manifested.

Perhaps that is the dreamer in me, perhaps not. Time will be the largest proof of what it is that I am addressing and seeing sometimes all at the same time...

Many of my returning vibrational medicine students have told me that lots of that which I taught them, is coming round today as medical facts.

I don't know about the rest of the world of teachers of all walks of our land...when those special moments happen to me, I feel confirmed moments in time and that keeps me encouraged to keep a shooting off my thoughts to all those that matter in my world at the moment and all reading this at this moment, please understand that you all matter to me or why else would I be a taking the time to express the matters of my heart, mind and soul?

Please allow me to walk you through the movie of old that never left me...

I don't even remember the name of the movie for its contents were enough to stay rooted in my memory cells.

It was a time frame of the future. In that movie;

We all were under a police state government. We had micro chips in our bodies that could read each minute detail of who, what and where we were placed by the government.

There were two types of scans that could read the micro chips and all needed to be scanned to purchase food, and to work, plus we could all be scanned at any given point in time. (types of scans, body scan and eye scan)


Those that didn't carry the chip, were deemed outsiders and were either extracted from the planet or forced to take on the chip.

We also had two types of survival masses, those that complied and those that didn't were the slum dwellers or underground crowd.

We were basically a peace filled land because we were totally controlled by the system and the only out breaks we had from time to time, were those who resisted this controlled government.

Even our thoughts could be monitored in this system of ruler ship...

That is why when ever I hear of our government a wanting to do this or that and I don't agree; I write my opinions to my legislators, senators and congressmen and because we have a president who believes that forming thoughts together as a nation is better than him just a dreaming it up himself, and has provided us with a website to express our thoughts is such a great gift to our land and world.

For just like it takes a community to help raise a child, it takes our world a working together to bring about such a result.

So please don't judge me by my words...my intention is still very good, I just want all to understand that when they want government to call the shots on all things, understand that sometimes that results in a throwing the baby out with the bath water...for we all are not a "one size fits all category/labeling."

Each one of us have special talents and attributes and equal missions of serving one another and attempting to make this land our very best effort...of returning it back to Our Heavenly Father, of which, He sent us all here.

I thus believe that each one of us were supposed to be peaceful warriors of His army and thus be the example of goodness instead of self-centered selfish ones.

In fact that is exactly what has made this planet so off balance and rocky, windy and rolling...

Our eyes have left His side for now many are under the assumption that He lives no more and thus are kind of a playing out our own go round...

To those that believe that the harming and doing injury to others outside the realm of protection such as all of our troops of all military branches, governmental and such...I believe will come to a highly karmic level of reciprocal action...for that which goes around, comes back around... My prime example taken from The Bible...aka...B-Basic, I-Instructions, B-Before, L-leaving, E-earth...enough said? Want more? The Golden Rule - "Do unto others that which you would have done unto you."

Were I to jump into the movie that I above mentioned...when it came to our prison system of the future...gone are TVs, three squares a day, and a return to the salt mine factories of our land...placed in areas where mankind no longer could survive so it became one of those cast off places, with poor weather conditions, thus a rebuilding of it was too fruitless because too much damage had been done to its water, air and now not even the sun can shine upon its land...

So to all those that can illusion as well as myself, understand that I am only a looking out for the future coconut heads that just can't get it right and somehow believe today that the world is all about themselves...it really isn't...please wake up from your slumber before the day leaves your side forever.

To all those that I have offended with this form of mind illusion building dangling participrocals...I only speak these thoughts because I care, and not the only way around...yet when I hear stories of Medicare funding being cut for all the land of California...I get weak in my knees...and when I hear about police officers jobs perhaps in jeopardy...with rising crime/violence factors such as is seen in times of great hardships upon any land...

So when it comes to my vote upon placing funding towards an area of our land that is in trouble...and looking at the whole picture that I have laid out...teachers, police officers, fire men, social workers, Medicaid, Medicare, social security...Art, Music, libraries and on and on...

Besides what is wrong with asking God/Jesus and Holy Spirit to keep a watch on your loved ones and ask them to do the same?

Is not that which is meant by: "Having faith-trust-belief " the size of a mustard seed and one can move mountains in their world?"

The other day I felt a bit amiss ed when I heard the latest stats of where faith in our country has hit.

I therefore have to apologize for my incorrect assumption. Somewhere I had heard that 87% of our country believed in God.

I was just informed that it is now 83%. Holy moo cow! Some just went back to sleep!

Now do you understand my need for a cave at times?

One assumption after all that I have written to date...175 editions worth...is the reason that sentient awakened beings such as myself, are experiencing more fear energy...so to all those that these words touch a special note within you...you were not a dreaming it and are not another crazy being.

I personally have taken several of Dr. Weed's herbal extracts for neurological and emotional imbalances...and it is working along with Steve G. Jones subliminal tapes on depression, positive attitudes, abundance, grief...which are the tapes that seem to fill just about each one of my research persons profile that God/Jesus and Holy Spirit lead me to play for them and myself as a protection barrier...along with my sage incense.

My sage Incense is so important for me to burn that I have chosen to allow research clients to pass by me that felt that any type of smokey residual was harmful to them...for without the sage, I have told them that I no workee...

Telling them all generally that; "even though your energies are comfortable to you because that is all you have ever experienced to be true, to me; these types of Type A energies, sometimes fall down upon the unsuspecting energies of my family and friends that visit or stay with me...and trust me...some of the energies left behind at my house can become rather disruptive to my own personal world and that is too high of a price for me to pay for you supporting my research project.


Hard to imagine isn't it? Here I need financial funding so bad, yet I have started to limit those who can or can not enter...yep folks, we are a moving through some pretty hard times in our land, so please remember this as well, I heard a long long time ago that there wasn't anything called fiction, for if mankind can dream it, he/she can create it, the cartoon show of my youth called, "The Jetson's" was the key indicator of that futuristic philosopher's thinking process. He used as an example, all the high tech stuff contained in it: vitamins as whole food sources, phone visuals (Skype), flying autos and such...

According to the Mayan Calendar written eons ago...we should have already moved into solar powered autos...the reason it was stated that we hadn't gotten there was simply due to greed...whose greed owns it?

That isn't for me to judge...for the only judgements that I had better stay focused on, is my own actions and not those so asleep that they can't wake up and smell the coffee a brewing...

Please take what you need and do please leave the rest, for I don't believe I am asleep...yet I might be and this isn't at all a happening...and I am just a dreaming it...hahahehehe.

Please Feel Blessed, For We All Are
You Know?
Love, Light and Peace
Tonie

"To Thine Own Self, Be True"