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First Night of Republican Convention
September 02, 2008
Dear All One Family:
These are some thoughts that flowed after tonights first night of the Republican Convention. It also contains a testimony that I needed all about now that it seems evident that I will have to come to some kind of decision for the compensation that I am a receiving for my research is not allowing me to continue in the luxury that I have grown to have and to hold?
So please bear with me as I move back into the Light, Love and Peace that I know that Our Heavenly Father would have us all travel.
Spiritual Ministries, Mind-Body-Spirit Vibrational Therapies
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http://tonie-wallaceblogspot.com
Dear loved one:
What a precious story you just shared with me. How much of it did I already convey in thought possessions...that convinced you that I could touch the very core essence of yourself?
That is why you allowed me in...those that don't allow me to, usually don't find that which they are a looking for...answers sometimes that only God knows and all our loved ones that have gone before us, back Home.
I still believe that I made soul contact with your father...the man that was a high school principal and kind of showed me where my grandchild's teacher's office was, because I was asked to cover my oldest grandson's parent-teacher conference because my son and my daughter in law were too busy to cover it.
The man that directed me to my grandson's class room was your father as you surmised from the description I gave of him to you, being you had never shown me a picture of him.
I told you of his deep charm and romantic manipulative spirit, I could see me being with a high school principal...quite easily!
You said that was your father's spirit, he could charm a snake out of their skin...hahahehehe...and some sort of similarity phrase...you can own it if you want too... or not...
I told you that I didn't like a doing these soul contract things and that is why I like the show "Medium," so well...I can kind of relate, yet would rather not too...life is too busy for me to be stuck in yesterday...for today, this very moment is where all things are a happening...
Know what I mean dear dolphin spirit?
I watched tonight's first night of the Republican Convention. You know I had too, even though I am an Independent and an Independent is one that does exactly what D-Senator Lieberman told us all to do..."vote casted not for party, but for the person."
I have a few problems with tonight's presentation...leading in towards the highlights of John's and Sarah's acceptance speeches...
First of all to Sarah I will say this...I don't see you responsible for your daughter's too early judgment of trying to grow up too quick. I did as well. Please don't punish your daughter for the shame that you believe she caused you, during this picky ass election time...trust me...
Many mothers just like you have been caught up in the phenomenon of teen-agers a growing up too fast..., or at least believing that lfe won't begin until one leaves home...has a husband and kids in any order...marriage first, marriage last...it is the way of the world as you know.
Yes, perhaps you blame yourself for spending too much time away with work and other commitments of time for I don't believe as a governor...life was a simply 9-5...you just seem more motivated than that and I don't doubt that you could do the job as vice president very well...I just wonder if you realize all that is wrong with the government system...
I know that I should concentrate on what is right in the world...yet it is hard when one has to basically beg for others to assist so that she can keep her lights on, while basically allowing her land lord to be on stand-by for payments a flying in the air...pretty soon, one just realizes that the battle is over and it is time...to throw in the towel.
So it is hard for me in being a professional and realizing that the work that I do is not totally compensated by insurance coverage.
I know that when I talked to Blue Cross - Blue Shield representative for our state, I was told that were we all to have licensure...that insurance companies such as theirs would compensate their subscribers...that never happened and now I am a facing a losing my licensure ability if I don't hurry up and get another 15 credit hours, plus come up with licensing fees...
This every two years of it costing me about $1K is really a getting to me, especially since most of us aren't a making all that much money being we are being held back by the insurance companies as not being a valuable commodity...
They are a saying that...even though the research from the National Health Institute states that their research projects that they had conducted with their sponsorship...proved differently...
So yes, between all the things good about our great land, those things that aren't right...needs to be addressed...so someone with lots already on their plate is a good source to tape for all know that such a person as yourself and myself...to be the most liable to get the job done right...Yet what is the cost? Something to think about...are you Sarah up for the march?
Now on the subject of abortion. I see your side and that of others as well...Yet, I have to ask you this question...don't you believe that our government has enough laws to place upon us?
I just don't like the idea of so much government control for as in time periods in the past...those that want abortions will find abortion clinics in which to perform them...even in shaddy out of the place, non sterile conditions.
I am right up there with you Sarah about abortion not being for me...So I can only speak for those not into the abortion thing.
We are a land of so many different circumstances that could surround a pregnancy...I myself have experienced date rape. I didn't know that is what it was called and I somehow just digested the situation, perhaps as the time frame mind-set of that time that it happened; a believing that somehow the women institute it...through elicit dress or perfume or suggestive behavior...
No pregnancy came out of the date rape...I was lucky...
Had I gotten pregnant I would have carried the baby full term...for the taking of another's life is just not what I am about...yet I can't speak for the everyone...for were it a gang rape kind of thing that left me devastated and damaged forever from all memories of that event...or a rape that left one in fear...how can I speak for that person? I can't, I can only speak for myself...and that is how it is going to be when we all go Home from where we came from originally...
I also got married at 18 and had my first child at 19. With so much trash on the television and movie theaters...today, is it no wonder...our kids are acting out a bit early for their years...we can all understand it...this is personal stuff like Obama stated...we need to stay out of it...We stayed out of Bill and Hillary's way...the press needs to here as well...go girl! I am proud of you...great job! And my prayers go to your son and all the sons and daughters, past, present. Thank you all our American heroes...that goes for you John as well.
May God keep and hold you all securely until all can come home and keep our shore lines secure...God Bless You All!
Just my thoughts...All can take what they need and please leave the rest...
I also find John McCain's wife to be a jewel...and highly loving, humanitarian and devoted wife...both women in this election race, I find to be outstanding...
John McCain. A very good man and war hero...I have no doubt that were we in normal times...not seen much in our nation's history...the job you could do would be outstanding!
Yes I do remember when you stood out against those things that President Bush was adamant about. I didn't forget all those "Face The Nation," shows that you did...Yet right now at the state that our land has grown to...due to the amount of persons having a hard time in obtaining jobs, health care, vacation time, adequate schooling, alternative health care for those wanting it, research into bio fuel sources because the current one is a destroying the ability for us to stay one day ahead and are losing two days, each day... and cost of living increases automatically within everyones pay...
All countries a understanding the need to stay within a conformity on all issues...nuclear, social behavior...for all behavior done to another...is done to us all...we all are sharing the same air, water...food and commodities.
I realize that is simple stuff and in a land that says all things have to come by us hard or it isn't appreciated...all that believe that way...might be right...yet I believe it can be as simple as all a understanding we are all in this together.
Communication is the key to gaining world wide support...an adminstration that once they get a handle on all the inside and outside of our government system...I see can go either direction...they an go towards the good for all of mankind or they can move towards the good for only a small few...
I believe Aseem from one of my websites calls it..."Attitude equals altitude," which spells out to me the rise or fall of a nation...
Senator McCain, the person that I see a holding this office will be one that will be busy a doing lots of hard work...and some of it will make him wonder ; "what was he thinking?" When he said he would run for office. " (Dr. Phil issum)
So now again I want you to ask yourself...are you really up for the count down?
Especially since your friend Senator Lieberman praise former president Bill Clinton so much for his and Al Gore's free trade agreement... NAFTA...
I also heard you say Senator McCain, that you too were for th free trade agreement and that is the sole reason along with president George Bush's...CAFTA...the opening up of free trade to Central America, along with NAFTA's being our European connection...
This is the amendment that took our American jobs over seas/Mexco/Central and South America...a leaving our government in a deficit over now uncollectable income taxes, plus not to mention the foreclosures, high gas pricing that lead to increase cost of living costs...and I could go on and on...yet am tired of all the thoughts of the things needing to be resolved.
Both of our party candidates know them all by now...
That is why I say, good luck to you both...and I personally would like you all to stop the name bashing and fault finding...and please discover between the both of you president candidates...Obama and yourself...what the real issues are and the one that can best tell us what their plans are about solving our nations ills...will gain the election...we no longer need to hear what so and so did 24 years ago when he was young and dumb...we all have had our close calls when we were much more asleep than we are now..."cut to the chase"
Facts and solutions is what we are a hoping for when the debates go into play...that is all and may the best team...pull forward...I have both teams on the altar of God.
And that L.M. is what I would tell them all...were it within my power to. Know what I mean?
Dear L.M.
For anyone dolphin energy lovely one...that can see the value in my work,which says to me, that I am valuable and to have you reaffirm my value...I thank you, for you given me the strength to stay longer than I had anticipated and I do thank you for your offer of residence and adoption...hahahehehe...and I am older than you! Too funny!
Yet somehow in my mind's eye...I like the father of 5 children, and a wife...who were on Dr. Phil's show a while ago...believe something very magical from God will be a happening soon...and then my whole life will change in an instant...I haven't lost that hope yet...yet it is really hard especially when you think you will be in the dark and out on the street, if the cavalry doesn't arrives soon...hahahehehe...
Thus I feel that my next move will be perhaps the final move...for I really do hate a moving...lots of work...cleaning and then leaving the place better than I found it...so my a putting my stuff in storage and moving in with you...would be alright were I able to work as well out of your home...which I probably could...yet there is the issue of my pets...my cat...is way too hairy...and basically has the run of my place, and as you know believes he is a little man...and my dog's hair makes you itch...
Besides...me livng with another after being alone for 15 years and loving my life of hibernation...I don't know...short time will tell what God has in store for me...
I have a close friend of mine in Wisconsin that has looked into a 70 acre spread with a barn that has been converted into apartments...and other buildings on it...and a small rustic chapel...that she believed would be a good investment for a research center...
I told her that I would consider it...for she had always wanted something similar to what she found and combine the dream with mine...The price on the piece of property was about $750,000. I no longer like the cold weather...so this is lots to think about...in that way as well.
Lots to think about...
Enough for tonight...I am getting tired, finally...
May We All Be Always Blessed
Love, Light and Peace
Tonie
Thank you L.M., again for your story...I am touched by it all...
--- On Tue, 9/2/08, Lisa
Date: Tuesday, September 2, 2008, 9:12 PM
My name is L.M. and I would like to share my story with you.
I was never a big believer in "religious" services, they just never rang true in my heart, there was always something missing, or the preacher didn't live what he preached, so I avoided church.
Then several years ago, my close friend's sister, Joyce, invited me to her church, and I went. I was amazed at how right it felt, but still did not pursue it. Years later, this same church was built right below my house. intrigued by what I remembered I went several times and was once again amazed at how right and real the pastor, the people, the atmosphere felt. I remember thinking, Turning Point and Pastor Stoney have shown me the light at the end of my long dark tunnel.
I could not have been more wrong.
Pastor Stoney, and Turning Point have shown me the light of the beginning of my journey of service and worship to god. My heart my eyes my life has been opened to the miracles that are ours to receive if only we believe.
And belief is a major part of what I have learned. I know that God loves me, I know that miracles exist, and I know that there are beautiful wonderful caring people on this earth and that I am blessed.
I was diagnosed with a very rare brain tumor on Feb 9th of this year. How this diagnosis came about is another miraculous story I will tell another time. One in ten million people get it what I had. Our local hospital would not even consider touching me. Luckily we are close to Chapel Hill and the brain surgeon there at-least knew of the disease. after multiple blood and other test including MRI and cat scans, it was determined that I had a 6 mm tumor that was attached to my pituitary gland and was laying on my optical nerve. This tumor was causing my pituitary gland to secrete levels of hormones into my bloodstream at 100 to 300 times what the normal levels should have been. My blood pressure was extremely high, sometimes as much as 220 over 140, I was loosing my sight, and balance, my weight was out of control, it caused kidney stones and calcium deposits in various parts of my body. In other words, my own body chemistry was killing me. We also could not tell if the tumor was cancerous. So surgery was scheduled for May 3.
I told the people of Turning Point, my coworkers, family and friends what was going on and, and the love, support and healing they provided was overwhelming and such a comfort, other friends lit candles and prayed and offered their support in their own unique ways. I had never felt so at peace in a time when life should have been total chaos, I was the calmest I had ever felt. I was wrapped in Gods warm embrace.
A second set of tests were ordered just to confirm the results. These tests, all of them, came back completely normal. Surgery was cancelled and Pastor Stoney announced our miracle to the church. Every body asked me did I think it was really gone, and I would say yes, but this little part of me held doubt. That little doubt and the doctors insistence in a third set of tests leads us to the rest of the story.
I was feeling better and some of the symptoms were fading, but I knew the ultimate answer would lie with another brain scan MRI. I told my doctors that if it still showed up I wanted it out. So the MRI was set for July 18. sure enough, it was still there, but smaller, so surgery was set for 630 the next morning.
Because of the size they were able to go in thru my nostrils instead of drilling in my skull. The surgery was performed in the observation deck so the students could learn. I agreed to donate blood and the tumor to research to help others. Originally my surgeon had told me i would lose at-least 80 percent of my pituitary gland if not all of it, which would have been a drastic thing to happen, and there was also a chance of vision loss, and many other complications. and if it was cancerous I would have to have radiation to my brain. All in all it was a scary prospect for me, but still the calmness and peace of mind never left. I found myself comforting others when I told them instead of them comforting me. I cannot fully tell you of he peace I felt. those that were close to me can tell you what they saw and felt.
I was told the surgery would take about five hours. When they reached the tumor and touched it, it basically dissolved, it was an empty sack that was not attached to anything around it. The doctors said they could not explain it. but I can, disease cannot exist where God's love flows. What little they brought out did not test positive for cancer and just disappeared leaving none for research.
My vision is recovering, I have 100 percent of my pituitary gland, my blood pressure is lower. My blood levels are being monitored as are the other symptoms.
I will never doubt in God's love again. I have been shown without a doubt that miracles do exist, even for people like me, who don't think they deserve them. and Turning Point and Pastor Stoney have shown me how to open my heart and accept these miracles as truths and I am ever so grateful and ready to fulfill my role in God's destiny for me
Rev. Tonie C. Wallace Dream-Founder and Director
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