Sunday, June 15, 2008
Love-Gratitude & Acknowledgement To My Dad
Spiritual Ministries Mind Spirit Body Vibrational Medicine Research, Healing and Education Center.
Happy Father's Day God and Dad, Grandads And Everyone Gathered Here Today and in Celebration!
June 14, 2008
Rev. Tonie C. Wallace Dream-Founder and Director
Dear All One Family:
My biological father is in the heavenly spiritual realm...He left six months after my mother did...and it was a hard time for all, for we as well saw graduated a dear sister in law of ours...who went first and ahead of my mom, ten days later...two days after my birthday, September 15, thus the 17Th.
So when my dad left, our family was already heavily laden with the grief of losing such two closeness in our family of caring individuals.
I knew that my dad wanted to pass, along with my mother...like the actors in the movie..."The Notebook," did. He also told us all that if that couldn't happen, he wanted to leave before my mother did, for the thoughts of living in his world without her...was just too much for his already lonely heart...and all she was a doing was telling him of the beautiful lady in the garden, that is a asking her if she is ready to go Home?
As I watched him from a distance, I could see his health rapidly going down hill as his spirit ached for him to join my mom...My father made his graduation, Home, March 24Th, 2007...six months after my mom, September 17, 2006.
My father was strictly planted with the thoughts of going Home, and thus God gave him His blessing..."Ask and Yea Shall Receive," come alive.
For even though my father sometimes walked backwards in life, when he didn't know what was real or not...and was coming off strictly programming of his parents, peers, social world and such...and a time he didn't walk strictly for Our Lord, all that he knew was forgiven him, when he confessed his wrongs and stated that his will now was turned over to the Lord...and from that day forward...he took less and less steps backward and more forward than backward...
Thus my father left a very special legacy of being in the world standing straight up and no longer having a bend to our spine from years and years of having ones head stuck straight up their hiney, and checking on what condition, their condition is in and forgetting to look out into the world and a keeping a watch on our a world which is a changing right before our eyes...
My father couldn't have left his drunkard ways, along with my mother...if it hadn't been for God...a holding him tightly in His hands for almost 40 years...the days before my father asked for forgiveness, and walked without Him...were forgiven, once my father asked for forgiveness, and was told Biblically, that once is enough...and not to look back again on those days...provided one was sincere of intention, that is all that is necessary, and my father did an outstanding job, when he finally got going in life...To that moment in time, I celebrate the man he tried to be, instead of the one that once lived and called himself, a husband, and father of ten children.
I remember when I first sent my father the tape of movie; "The Notebook," at that time, my mother had just gotten over an episode quite similar to the Notebook leading characters...my mother had to hospitalized for she was going deeper into her dementia stages and was even becoming homicidal...drugs can do that, especially if not taken right or not given in the right doses for a woman that refused to drink water...for if one doesn't drink water, they can't help the body flush out the excessive drug accumulations in the body...results? Toxic overload, and followed by hospitalization...
I guess my father was just too tired to see his real world, unfold even more so...so for about six months he just held onto the tape...and then one day he popped it into his DVD player...and that was the prompt to write his book...for in the movie, he did get to see the similarities to the leading characters and his life with my mom...for she too was of money, influence and power and marrying my dad, meant a lifetime of limitation...yet she took the run...and told me before dementia became her total mind set, "it was something that she will never forget and one if she had to do it all over again, would have chosen my dad..."
My mother made lots of sacrifices for my dad and never regretted it...and that too is how I have lived my world...all things on purpose, all things for a reason...not one accident...no, not one...
As all today take the time and reflect on the love story that one is a leaving their children...to say that this one more reflects the life of 57 years, were they both here today...of my parents, is an honor and one that I will always cherish...for this is real love folks...I would be surprised if it didn't take all the awards...the year it came out...Now do you understand why an average acting guy won't be able to make me happy...my daddy set too high a table...thank you dad...for I have had enough of the average...I want the God Divine Inspired One, like you became later in your life...love you lots Dad and always will...
I also love our Heavenly Father, Mother Mary, Jesus and Holy Spirit mostly and therefore today is also a celebration to Our Heavenly Father of which I will pray..."Dear Heavenly Father, in the name of Jesus and our Precious Holy Spirit, I pray that you be with all the fathers today...touch their hearts and show them how much love you have for each of them, and hold them close as they start to see more and more how their thinking is a shaping up our world...
Guide Them Heavenly Father, through all of their trials and tribulations as they start to struggle to awaken, and please show them Father, how You would have them be in the world...that is a seemingly wanting to bring itself to a crashing halt, like the world/city of Atlantis. A time again where self centered, power and greed driven ideology ways were the norm...and "doing unto others, what you would have done unto yourself" not even considered, times.
Bless and Be with all Father as we move through these trying times in our land...show us and lead us Father through it all...the way you would have us travel...awaken our presidential candidates and all power to the people grid workers- to the fact that it will no longer be a world, set on self appeasement for the wealthy and the rich...it will have to be a system of greater sharing and caring than what it is today...for I believe it is about the love and nothing else...for if one can't love another, what does that say about the one unable to do this? Love all, rather they are right or wrong...simply due to the fact that we are all children of One God.
Understanding on the same hand, that yes sometimes, we just don't have to like their ways at all times or follow their ways when we choose not to...and sometimes when I see individuals of great wealth and find them a giving to certain select groups and overlooking other groups of similar needs and lesser provisions than the more popular groups that has lots of benefactors...I wonder why? It is just my nature...
Again Father, I pray for all those I love and love me as well and for the world...all this I ask in Jesus/Your Name, Amen.
Blessed Be To All
Love, Light and Peace
Tonie
Thank You Heavenly for the gift of watching The NoteBook...last night...it was like having a visitation from my dad as I saw the last few years of his life with my mom...a kind of sort of...unfold and began a new day in Heaven...what a gift...Praise Be To God!
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