159Th Edition/Can I Twitter Or Not?

Spiritual Ministries Mind Spirit Body Vibrational Medicine Research, Healing and Education Center.

Rev. Tonie C. Wallace Dream-Founder and Director

Dear All One Family:

I hope that all's week went and now are anticipating a better next day like myself...and I do mean that oh so much!

Now where do I begin? The sick, the elderly the bed ridden ones or just the plain ole missing in action ones?...

I could twitter forever...simply because my life is so full of the miraculous moments in time that takes ones breath away before the joy, peace and comfort arrives...and fills that dashing moment in time...that only moments prior, all seemed so hope less and confusing...and absolutely meaningless...then the next moment falls and clarity arrives and one steps out of the illusion of sleeping into the new day.

To all that believe that moments can't mean all that, to me...they do and for all those same folks I would also like to say this; while you are a sleeping to the changes all around yourself; the rest of the world isn't...

for some of us are a "Working on Our Dream," and know that by paying attention to the mundane, sometimes necessary steps taken can be averted and the energy necessary to keep a working our dream, faith filled dreamer...given it instead of the disillusions of others that helps keep them stressed out and stress filled...depressed, anxiety filled, more panic moments than not...those moments when we totally surrender to fear, worry, anxiety, self-doubt, lack of love, lonely moments in time, etc., etc., for I know you all must have experienced all of those times as well...as myself and for me it used to generally lead to those moments that also make you want to cry and throw the biggest, I got victimized party ever!

Yet when one realizes that they gave their choice to how they wanted to respond or not...thus fifty per cent of the moment in time, belonged personally to themselves...then who again was the victim and who was the perpetrator?

I say that until we receive the gift of discernment, one never fully understands how critical and vital it is...to call on The Spirit of God/Jesus with every decision we make...for unless we do such...how will we know if it is God's Will for our lives or not...know what I mean?

Take for instance an incident that just transpired today...this story is coming from a sentient being's perception.

What is a sentient being?
Sentient beings are earth bound soul essences of God/Jesus and Holy Spirit...energies that have some become highly vibratory and sensitive to others energies...for these folks can't live with just anybody...for they are camel on like in personality and become the personality handed them...from the energetic exchange of energies a trying to mix and blend...

A sentient being when found in a situation where the energies are so different than their own...become drained alot and rather tired of always a trying to bring fresh and positive energy to the one that old and negative energies are what makes them feel good about themselves so much that finding fault in all others is the only way to move through the world...

To a sentient being, this form of energy exchange...only causes them to dream of the day when they see it fly away to where ever...just please go kind of a thing...for when no one else is around and when the phone doesn't ring...a sentient being's world is just the coolest!

When they have to share, they can; of course the shorter the time with those of low end energy, the better for a sentient being...and all those that know what a dark cloud it is when these types come to visit, please say, Amen!

For sentient beings such as Lucinda

She knows all too well the difference between a dark cloud and a rainbow colored soul essence...for they are different as night and day and before too much further delay...I will present her story of "Just Another One of Those; Upside Down Rainbow Moment- Energy Life Form Presentation"

As a way to further emphasis the need to pay attention to each passing moment in time and to perhaps help her process more effectively through the moment that when it first presented itself to her, she wanted to do a stomp number on the weak energy form...to her that wasn't a good or Godly mind reflected thought to experience, even for an instant......

I am including it right now as well to further help me awaken all to understanding that yes...passing by the mundane moments may work for some lives, yet in Lucinda and myself...each moment is a chance to see things in a different way and try to understand that sometimes...what is appearing isn't all it first appeared to be...

Be Blessed All
Love, Light and Peace
Tonie

My Brother's Keeper, I Am and Sometimes Don't Want To BeDear God/Jesus and Holy Spirit:
This Is Your Daughter, Lucinda

I pray that you hold upright my brother Jose...He be kind of a hard head and doesn't understand that all he has to do when others speak to him, is not jump on the opening sentence of someone a wanting to give him a message or a thought reflection.

Take for instance this morning when he called from work and told me that he was a going out of town to work and needed for me to prepare him enough work clothes for two days...reminding me of time and half pay given him for this out of town job...and even though I had some work I had to do and get prepared to do...I had to break from the format and run and get stuff all done by 12:0clock...wash clothes for him...for he only has 3 pairs of work jeans...and if he is a wearing one, than the one he wore yesterday is in the dirty clothes...

So on top of working the job that has paid 98% of the bills for the last 6 months of his visit here...I had to run and get things ready for him...and then when he pulled in the drive-way at lunch time, I could drive him back to work so that I could have my car for the weekend...

So as I was already outside with my purse a wanting to make this mad dash into my being free of your gift God/Jesus and Holy Spirit...Mr. happy comes in and I tell him of the phone message of his as to one of my long term friend and client that he had already promised to do the odd jobs she wanted of him tomorrow of which he already agreed to do...whereas I told him that she had called his cell phone being she was at the hardware store and needing his help...

You would have told that I told him that I needed $180 of his check to pay the light bill was due to be shut off on Monday!

I forgive him God/Jesus and Holy Spirit...and ask that you do as well, for he really is a hard head at times and thinks maybe sometimes that we are married and that I owe him all the, the, the, the....things that have been granted him since being here with me.

Yet sometimes I wish he would just stop for a moment and fully become present in the moment and hear all that is being told him...it seems at times that he has selective hearing and I know that it is a condition that many of the males in my family hold...

I don't feel it is male DNA related...I believe it is a condition that is taught...and I believe it is a condition that isn't only handed to women from men yet to both sexes...perhaps the inability to multi-task and the thoughts he has in his head are the only one that is important...

Yet dear God/Jesus and Holy Spirit...you know better than I the problems this kind of behavior can bring another, for not all are willing to forgive those moments of words first uttered by a person too self absorbed in his own stuff.

I keep doing it not because I have to, yet because I feel that somehow my brother Jose has been brought to my door step so that he could hear the things that others his whole 55 years of life, should have told him. Perhaps they did and he chose to not listen, somehow trying to make the conversation confutation, the other person or persons fault...

I also know as well as he does, that all things happen for a reason and if it wasn't Your intention that he was to appear on my door step, it wouldn't have happened...for years ago I turned my will over to You and have been found living alone and enjoying it...fully knowing that when I was ready to be attached to someone, that man that you would want me always to have and to behold...into eternity, will appear and if not...that was alright as well.

So Father/Brother Jesus and Holy Spirit, I am alright with the mission that You All have place with me for safe keeping and continued learning lessons for him as well as myself...yet please I beg you, if other children of Yours are to follow, please can I have them less hard headed?

For Your Jose as You All know has been my greatest challenge thus far in my 57 and 58 fast approaching birthday...in fact he reminds me of the other males that I chose with the same problem...Their level of "Go Stop, Listen and See," was all upside down...

What I could see and hear easily, was too far for them to do easily. Yet, recalling that I at first had agreed to only a few days a visiting me in my business home...and now that few days had gone into almost six months...tired I am a beginning to experience more than not and that isn't a good sign.

The added expense of trying to keep us both afloat and with a roof over our heads, also hasn't been an easy road to travel, yet I can see the sunshine a shining through the gray cloud that Jose brought with him...more sunshine than gray skies so I would call that a victory...Yet, Father, Jesus and Holy Spirit, when the gray sky mirror starts a shining its ugly reflection moments back to me and my brother tells me that I am the non christian one and he is the saint...I can't help but fall into his ugly old man appearing face reflection and become the judge like himself...Father, Jesus and Holy Spirit, and tell him that instead of calling me the devil child...he needed to understand that what one sees in another, is really within themselves...

I know Father, Jesus and Holy Spirit, that wasn't very nice of myself and I ask Your forgiveness, yet six months is more than I can handle at this time and therefore I pray that he will one day read my thoughts and understand that all I do, I do because I care and not because I have too...for there are lots of siblings out there that have casted out their family members long ago and told them to basically live their life the best that they can...for there is no room at the Inn...ever.

The part about becoming equally yoked, is a very real thing...for being equally yoked means...the ability to co habitat in an environment that shows equal respect and honor, and the ability to communicate on all issues without one pulling rank over the other and then be able to compromise on issues of not the same ideologies...

You know all being on the same page...to both be on the same page takes more than my brother and I can process together...so thus I ask that all of his dreams come to fruition so that I will know that all of my time spent with him will not be for not.

Tonight I give him a C-...on his report card, even though he did thank me for bagging up his week end clothes...and he gave me $40 out of his first two week job in almost six months...so celebrate! So maybe I will raise his C- to a B-, for he did offer to give me more and I told him that I wanted him to hold onto his money for he needed to make his break from me...for I was moving and needed the space to fully plan with Your help God/Jesus and Holy Spirit, where that place will be and because that move is so key to my future...having his confused, sometimes anger at the world for how it turned out for him, and him not a knowing that every second of it, he created...I just need more than a few hours break from his down trodden energy fields...and the sad part is that I have been a telling him how to gather his energy and become stronger and more powerful that he is...and he just nods his head and goes on with his own bad self...

Communication breakdowns...aren't the prettiest place to be and I am so longer for when I can take back over my peace filled living space...that is why Father/Jesus and Holy Spirit I tell him when ever he flies in the rage expressed moment, hey listen dude, trust me, you can't wait to fly from here and I am right there with you bro!

For you keep seeing me as the enemy and the enemy you are seeing in me now, is the one that has brought you the most destruction in your life...the life you left where you had the full control and didn't bring God/Jesus and Holy Spirit into your world...now grow up and grow yourself some balls!

I know God/Jesus and Holy Spirit, I shouldn't have expressed it like that...yet what other way can one talk to a hard head? Sometimes putting things in a vulgar manner is how someone like this understands things?

I only wish that my father had lived long enough to have helped with my brother's transformation process...for it seems that I am the only one to ever had this problem with him and thus he believes it must be my problem...okay, what ever...anyways, please forgive me if I had done something wrong in the handling of this house guest, brother...

I also want to thank You God/Jesus and Holy Spirit for all that you have given me so that I was able to stay afloat financially with the financial additional added needs of my brother a also needing to be met, for I know that all abundance flows from Your Source....

I believe that my brother will be alright in the whole of things, as long as they doesn't return to yesterday and stops worshiping and a praying first to You All, I believe he will do alright.

Just please open up his ears so that he can hear the voices of others, instead of only his own...plus maybe he has a hearing problem and can't hear his own words...and that is why when he returns after a saying so many harsh and rude judgments and condemnations and expects you to drop and forgive him this one more time...

Yet what he doesn't know is that, each time a judgment or condemnation is given...the road back home to trust keeps getting further and further away...and sometimes a not a saying my true thoughts, helps prevent another misunderstanding...for if one is wholly involved in the communication, sometimes key words or thought phrases are lost and that is how easily difficulties can arise...

That is all I am a wanting to disclose at this time...for now it seems that a relaxing in my first weekend in six months away from him , has arrived and I spent the first 5 hours of it...a trying to relax into a world I held only six months ago and couldn't till I dropped this lenghty twitter...life is good and funny at the same time...

Peace, Love and Understanding unlocks all doors of Self-Discovery, thank you God/Jesus and Holy Spirit for loving me enough to forgive me all my misguided moments in time...

Lucinda, the sometimes faint hearted...one.