Spiritual Ministries Mind Spirit Body Vibrational Medicine Research, Healing and Education Center.
Getting My Writing Out Before I Have To Pack The Hard Drives, Away
Rev. Tonie C. Wallace Dream-Founder and Director
Dear All One Family:
It seems that I have been given a driving force to get all these editions out before I have to take my research center to the next level of being...
I imagine that my next website will be pretty awesome for I know the folks that can do this for me...rather easily. Yet, I had to start slow due to really limited finances...and I do thank all that had a contributing influence on the abilities of my hand built computer...to do such a wonderful job that it has.
I see the next level of abilities to be something as astounding as a web site as encompassing as Oprah, Dr. Phil, The Doctors TV...Tara Banks, Montel and many others that I have already encountered.
I will also be including on my awesome web sites, shopping centers for those wanting everything from a plane flight to anything you can imagine and more!
Something like the Power Mall shopping center that I have yet to make a cent off simply because I have to spend $150 on the shopping mall purchases for myself in order to qualify for the shopping commissions for all that have shopped at its door.
So if anyone has shopped at my malls...please don't tell me about it...for none of the profits came to me...still broke as ever with my current website...yet that is all right for I showed many people who couldn't believe in me until they were given a view of me up front and personal...hahahehe...all is still good, for one day, you just wait and see what my site will be able to do...
Concerning the Steve G. Jones site on my web page, www.onlinetoniewallace.com , for all the free CD's that I had copied from my hard drive and gave out and all the raves of others about how different their world/health viewing has become...there as well, not a penny.
I would dare so as well that the Manetek site hasn't been a popping as well...even though I have told all about its key body changing supplements that would jump start ones immune system into full activation level...plus imagine taking the Natures Pearl, Muscadine Grape Seed Extracts, can you imagine the full impact of that combination effect.
As well can you imagine being able to take the Muscadine, Manetek Probiotic Formulas, such as the supplement tablets that were jump starters for me and when I can afford it...such as at the research center, where everyone will be on it in order to see just how much of a jump start it is as all of us at the center are acting as our own guinea pigs...with the M.D.'s there a documenting all of our progresses and regressions if at all any...
I keep telling all that there are tons of grants available to research centers such as my own...and still the grant writers haven't shown up, so I am just a taking that as a sign that here is not where my future research center will be.
When I look over the sum total of all those I called, friends, family and clients...of the years of our acquaintances and come up with them so blind that they couldn't see me clearly or not at all...I am saddened by the lack of recognition, yet that is alright for all things happen for a reason.
All things.
Along with all the body electric modalities that I want to continue researching with all center staff and all those a needing a different approach to wellness than what it was that they already tried.
I hope that it having a non profit status rating doesn't alarm anyone for when one has a teaching research center...that means that person goes from hands on research to teaching research to all those that walk through our doors in order to discover a better way...
I want to also research the benefits of taking a alkaline water filter system and thus assisting a body blood composition that normally in Type A individuals, stays in the acidic ratio...thus increasing the risk of immune system and other vital systems shut down which eventually leads to the most extreme of Type A behavior...cancer.
There are federal grants to assist with that alternative water research...
My brother still hasn't read of my future research center dream plans, for if he had, he would have seen his solar power/hydro thermal/wind turbine research, right at Angel Foundation Research Center, Which I will be the director/founder of Medical Vibration Medicine/Professor.
I believe that my brother is having a hard time a seeing the connection at this time for his head is so full of all of the dreams he knew were going to come to him after he made all of his past mistake choices, and was thus humbled enough to where he knew most assuredly that only God/Jesus and Holy Spirit could pull him back through again from the hole that he had dug himself when he took upon himself to make all of his choices of yesterday, and hadn't known how simple it was to just give it all to God/Jesus and Holy Spirit...and all Their combined Divine Spiritual Energy to guide him where ever he needed to be...
The other night my brother said to me, "sis you know that I see myself a billionaire one day..." I told him that I saw the same thing myself...I then told him, "you know bro., were I you, I would pray that God/Jesus and Holy Spirit gift you with the gift of discernment...because you know the world is becoming more greedy and distrust full and with the kind of money that you will be one day a kicking down...God/Jesus and Holy Spirited team players should be all that you are a interested in having in your organization...of others helping others, receive a better way of power source management, at a cheaper cost...a prototype more or less that can be developed in all lands...
So if my brother doesn't see at this time...The far end of the dream that he is a manifesting, it is only because it is only his dream he is a dreaming...that makes him almost tunneled visioned at times...yet it is all good...not all can see the invisible...only because they believe they can't...I say all can do everything that I do for I am no more special than everyone who would one day read all of my writings...here.
I say this because I know that each of us are special to Him who is Our Heavenly Father. None more important than all of Our Father's Children...for He loves us all the same...Black, green, white, yellow, brown...every hue is special to Our Father for think about it...As told us in The Bible, if our Heavenly Father knows how many sparrows He has and the count of feathers on their bodies, just imagine how special we are to Him!
To those individuals of lighter skin coloration that believe that skin color makes you more or less important to God/Jesus and Holy Spirit...I have a news flash for you...when we all make our graduation walk Home, we leave the part of us that is skin toned, behind...simply because from ashes we are born and ashes we return...the part of us that lives on forever...is the color of water...
There are so many shades of hatred in the world and I believe that is the reason we are having such a hard time a getting along with each other and that is really what we should all be...
Getting Along means; allowing others the right to express whatever it is that makes them happy as long as their expression is not in direct opposition to my own...for if the behavior they have to demonstrate to me is harm filled to me as a person or God's child, than by all means, I can't allow harm to self or others...
For I don't believe that the God/Jesus and Holy Spirit meant for us to be peace filled warriors, not feared warriors for Him.
The Holding of the "middle ground," may not be such an easy place to arrive at when one holds both cards that are on opposite ends of the conference table...yet the point that has to come to light is that we all have to learn to bridge the great divide and realize that is was man's reach for more and more, that lead to the collapse of Atlantis...We could have going on right now, the collapse of Atlantis going on in other parts of the world...can we stop it, or will we stop?
Time will provide for us the answers. Stay in prayer for all of our world leaders...that they will know the urgency to get a handle of nuclear power especially in the hands of countries still wanting to play the shoot em, blow them up, and remove your opposition, that way games...
All nations should be a working together, yet aren't and that is okay for the moment; yet no one knows what that next moment will be or what it will bring...kind of a waiting zone we all seem to be hypnotized in.
Some are a worried, fear filled and perplexed; I am just calmly a riding the storm out for I know that where I end is where I am supposed to...for God/Jesus and Holy Spirit are totally a leading the way...
Take for Instance my next correspondence to Dr. Phil. I believe you will all find it quite interesting...for I had wrote several times in all of the emails that I sent him concerning T.M.P., since all of the injustices were done to my adopted daughter and her husband who has been in jail since November.
I wrote several times that I felt that it was extreme jealousy over the step children's biological mom...that caused a wife to go out of her head with anger that her husband still loved his former wife and thus my adopted daughter was a threat to her marriage...Can some people take jealousy to this level? I believe that they can especially when they also have children together and the thoughts of her husband not only back $24K in back child support payments...and falling further and further behind each day...
The taking of her husband's children from the mom, could have meant; child support payments now given them...from debt, to income...
I don't know what was in the heart of the step mother...things aren't a looking too good for the step mother at this time...and I don't know what residual damage has been done to all of the three children...I know that it severed the thin line relationship with my adopted daughter and her dad...yet I believe that eventually T.M.P. will forgive her dad for his lack of support when she needed it the most...for I have told her...don't be too hard on your dad, his teacher was his dad and we all have heard the horrific stories of your grandmother...and when you look at the toxic mess that once was your grand father, your dad don't look all that awful so maybe...your dad will wake up from the slumber...if not, well at least ask God/Jesus and Holy Spirit to forgive him for he obviously knew not what he did...
She said she already had and does feel less pain filled...for just like I told her, time will heal all wounds if allowed to and the very first step we should all take is to ask God/Jesus and Holy Spirit to forgive them, and then for God/Jesus and Holy Spirit to forgive us for anything that we may have done that helped lead the situation where it had gotten...cover both ends, I always say!
Anyways, enough for now...
Dear Dr. Phil & Robin
May 19, 2009
T.M.P. Story Continues*
Dear Dr. Phil & Robin:
The other day TMP received a phone call from the Guardian Ad Lightum assigned by the state to look over the well being rights of both of TMP's children...H, age 11 and J age 9 1/2.
The woman's name is V.H. and her cell phone number is 000 000 000.
TMP stated that V.H.'s thoughts on the story that has been brought to bear by TMP's former husband and two children's step mother...
Is nothing more than TMP's children's step mother's jealousy and desire to get TMP out of her husband's and step children's life.
I don't know all the ins and outs of the stories that she collected from both of TMP's children when she had them by themselves and right now TMP is feeling quite confident that May 26th when the case goes to court, she will get at least custody of her youngest child J and perhaps the following month custody of her daughter that she hadn't gotten to see since August of 2008, and only talked brief from a stolen phone call that TMP's daughter captured...30 seconds.
Now Doc...if you look over all my past emails to get TMP and her family on the show...or at least get all that I wrote into a book for them...you will see that at one juncture of the time, I too felt the same as these children's guardian ad lightum state appointed worker...
I believe it would make a great story about how far some women can take their jealousy level towards...
I am not sure of the questions that this guardian ad lightum worker covered in her brief discussion with the children...and all I can say is wow...
This worker as well according to TMP doesn't feel that TMP husband committed the crimes that has been laid upon him and he is still in jail awaiting a trial that TMP's attorney states, has no evidence in which to convict him of anything...
Dr. Phil, V.H. knows of my writing you all of these emails...perhaps a call to her, might give you the additional information that my emails couldn't give you...
Just a throwing it out there in order to see what comes up...
Still love your show and your son's and I know full well that an Emmy for your shows, along with Oprah's, should be an absolute definite...
Be Blessed Always
Love, Light and Peace
Tonie Wallace
This was emailed me from Justin…thanks Justin for your poem…I know that I am beautiful…and thank you for reminding me and all others…you rock…
Dedicated To TMP: From Tonie
YOU ARE BEAUTIFUL
You are beautiful.
Before another thought enters appreciate your beauty. Take beauty
into your mind, welcome it home, let it stretch out, get comfortable,
relax, take a deep breath, and feel you.
Run to a mirror if you have to. Go outside breathe the tender breeze,
feel the vibrant radiance of the magnificent sunshine, fill your lungs
with the heartfelt fragrance of blooming flowers, follow a single
butterfly for hours, inhale the clean crisp Christmas in the pines, sing
sweet melodies to the birds, squeeze the security of a tree, release your
worries into every beautiful color you can see, rest stress free in a
fresh stream, gaze upon the pure white fluffy clouds floating gently
by, see the hawk fly free caressing the sky in your eyes, believe the sky
blue sky, feed your soul with light, allow blessed silence to sink
into your open heart, let the negative thoughts rise out of your open
mind, meditate on a beach, open your eyes upon a mountain top, take a sip
of water while remembering the ocean and the rain, ski down the slopes
of a dream, dance to the sound of the unique music only you can make,
touch softly your humane face, play fetch with a dog, converse with
a child, wave to a stranger and welcome his smile, hug a family
member, share a sweet kiss with a lover, recall a wondrous memory of a true
friend, think of a time when things turned out better than you expected
and laugh, experience the calm, continuous pulsating vibration of the
earth and feel your beauty from the inside out understanding that beauty
lives inside of you.
You are beautiful! You are beautiful! You are beautiful! You are
beautiful!
All of the beauty you are, you know, you see, you feel, you imagine
and you believe comes from you being beautiful, knowing beauty, seeing
beauty, feeling beauty, imagining beauty and believing beauty. You are
beauty beyond.
You are so beautiful you make up the rules of what beauty is to you.
You are so beautiful you can deny it. You are so beautiful too much
beauty can make you feel uncomfortable. You are so beautiful the only
thing stopping you from feeling beautiful every irresistible present moment
is you. You are so beautiful you can not comprehend it.
Think of all the beautiful things you see, feel, imagine, hear,
think, remember…
How are you aware of that beauty? It’s because of you, you are
identifying with the beauty already apart of you. Beauty recognizes itself
in you and you recognize yourself in beauty because you are beautiful.
It is that simple. It takes one to know one. Beauty knows itself,
Cinderella, you are beauty! Celebrate! Celebrate! Celebrate!
You are beautiful! You must have beauty to know beauty. Throw
yourself a beauty party! Invite everyone you know. Tell them to bring all the
beauty they have been, become, seen, felt, heard, thought, believed,
and imagined. Plant all the beauty in a field, give thanks, dance, and
rise with it! Your eyes are as beautiful as the things you see! Your
heart is as beautiful as the things you feel! Your love is as beautiful as
the things you love!
Every bit of beauty in the universe lives inside of you. You allow
the images, colors, feelings, thoughts, words, music, memories, smells to
bring the beauty out of you and make you aware of beauty. It is up to
you what you allow inside. It is up to you what you allow to come out.
It is up to you what you open yourself up to depending on how receptive
you are.
The universe is infinite and limitless. We are universes of the
universe creating our own universe within the universe. There is a universe
of pure present perpetuating unconditional irresistible
God-heaven-nirvana love if you allow yourself to be open to it and create it. There is
a universe of jealous brainwashing ignorant government stupid
television stinky dinner demonizing fear and you can allow yourself to be open
to that and create that universe for yourself as well. The choice is up
to you, you put in what you want to put in so you get out what you
want to get out, what you feel you deserve for yourself. I am not implying
deserve in the sense of a thought one day at work when a person feels
they are doing an excellent job while their boss is away in Aspen. The
person looks at himself in the mirror and thinks “I deserve a
raise,” then goes back to work feeling unsatisfied. Now while that is a
great, wonderful, beautiful thought, I am implying deserve in every
aspect of self, mind, body, and spirit, where you understand you
deserve more than your current situation is giving so you physically quit
your job and open yourself up to a new way of living, a new job that fits
your present growth.
But you are right! When one does have a thought that they deserve
better they do deserve better; that is why they have the thought. You do
deserve a raise! You deserve to not have any job that gives you any
insignificant negativity, you deserve your highest happiness! You are
beautiful! You deserve your beauty!
You deserve to completely ENJOY THE IRRESISTIBLE PRESENT! Not because
you might die tomorrow or because a friend of yours died three years
ago or because a player on your team is sick and you promised you would
win the big game in his honor or because your parents paid for you to
go to college or because you want people to like you or because someone
broke your heart and you want them to feel bad about what they are
missing or because your gym teacher said you would never amount to anything
or because I am telling you to. You deserve to ENJOY THE IRRESISTIBLE
PRESENT because you are BEAUTIFUL and you deserve to enjoy the
irresistible present for yourself.
Justin Blackburn
Intuitive Light Messenger At Kimah Healing Arts Center www.kimah.net 864-232-3739
www.myspace. com/everyonelove seachother
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