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Out of The Mouth of Babes
May 16, 2009

Rev. Tonie C. Wallace Dream-Founder and Director
Jada Stone - Associate Editor

Dear All One Family:

I have decided to have my beginning moving sale perhaps next week end. The reason being that today it was supposed to rain later in the day and I didn't want to have to rush to place all of my remaining sale stuff safely out of the rain.

Besides, I wanted to spend that time writing for I don't have a lap top and until I get settled, coming here to write will be pretty difficult with a PC in storage.

What are my thoughts about moving at this time? The same as the last time I wrote and expressed what it was that I Am experiencing at this very juncture of the journey through that which I call life and the pursuit of happiness as I am experiencing it. All those that know what I speak to be true, please say Amen!

I still don't see the reasons that makes me want to believe that where I live and have my being is God/Jesus and Holy Spirit's true will for my life.

The work has picked up a small bit since I put it out to my clients, family and friends...yet, it is still not enough.

I can't imagine what kind of difficulties were I to be having were I physically disabled and unable to work or get disability. For yes, I am to the medical profession, broken; yet not enough to file for disability.

I am not stating that if allowed to continue the mental, physical and emotional route of financial hardship that I have been keeping afloat since 9/11-current time, place and station; I can't return to the full disability status for that is where stress, fear and worry has its totalitarian effects on one.

Believe ones world has fallen, body moves into that boogie step mechanism...For one is that which they believe they are...one feels stupid and dim witted and not worth a single penny, than ques what? One will enact that role as if they feel that they must.

Narcissism

Usually what I have found results from an extended period of time in this type of frustrated moment is: depression or a sense of worthlessness.

This sense of worthlessness can then manifest in many flavors of mood swings...from that of anger management problems, addictive behaviors of all sorts, melancholy to loneliness and then extreme depression where medication is not only necessary yet mandatory.

Speaking from one that has been there and got all of the tee shirts...("the truth will set you free," kind of a thing...I know what I speak to be real.

I have also discovered that when I allowed my own boat to no longer float, my energies went where ever my consciousness and subconsciousness lead me...I have found as well, that when I allow myself to move through the crowds of victimization and all sorts of low energy soul essences, my energy also became depleted.

Thus I would find myself constantly in prayer with God/Jesus and Holy Spirit as a format of protection, guidance and nurturance...thusly said; I can't allow anything in my journey path to deflect me from holding open line communication with God/Jesus and Holy Spirit.

Some have told me that I live a life of boring behavior patterns, and that I needed a life and I simply told them that if they knew what I know and lived the life I have lived with and without God/Jesus and Holy Spirit and have found a life lived with all Three and the Host of Angels that come with the deal...to be the only way to survive these changing times of our land...and world...

Whereas these Christian believers that once or twice told me these things, don't have a clue that because I choose God/Jesus and Holy Spirit to be my "guiding light, love and peace," my world is magical in spite of the hardship for I know that no matter where I travel or what I do, I will be protected, guided and nurtured and even though they have all the excitement and I only the glory, worship and praise...I will in the whole of things, have so much more!

Eternal Grace

What Is This Thing Called Humility?

I believe humility is the moment that you realize that you are never alone, even though it appears that you are...

Yesterday I received an email from a never forgotten life journey friend, monkee, sis...

She was angry because I only sent her my newsletters and not a direct answer to her email...

She wanted me to answer questions such as: Where are you going? When are you going? Who is Jada Stone? And how the heck are you a doing anyway?

I told her suffering heart that a long time ago I had told her that there would come a day when time would be at a key turning point and that God/Jesus and Holy Spirit would have me do so much more work for them and that my web site that I would one day create, would be the only way primarily to insure that I could be found...and that here is where I could be found.

I also told her years ago when she was in the "I don't want to listen anymore mode," that one day I would place all of my answers in my books for what it was that I was a telling her, I was also a telling too many others.

So as a better way of simplifying my life...my dreams of all of my writings being published was born at that time.

I don't know if M.J. was happy with my answers and may have found them too vague or general or too this or that...all I can say is that it is what it is and nothing more...

M.J. wrote me back and stated, "I am not one of hundreds that you email, I am M.J., and I am rare"!

Of which I wrote back, of course you are rare and a treasure...and one that I won't ever forget, just understand that God/Jesus and Holy Spirit has us both a working different missions and my mission has taken me directly into the soul essences of all those that They have lead me to...

Thus I see my mission in a larger picture than their own immediate work a day world and such...for I see myself assisting all of mankind, not only those I am closely associated with...I say potatoe, you say tomatoe, kind of thing...Both worlds filled with fiber and bulk and nutrients, only different in taste, flavor and appearance.

Besides like I told her, had she been a reading my writings, she would have already discovered the answers to her questions for she was not the only one a asking me those questions...

I also told her that I was tired of one way relationships where as only questions asked of me and my responses having no importance...and that this was made evident by her lack of reading my/Jada's newsletters.

I don't know how M.J., felt after reading my emails to her directly, I only know that I am out to reach millions eventually and she only me. I wanted to tell her that many others have wrote me the same stuff as she and I told them all basically the same thing.

Many perhaps felt that I was being rude or too boastful...I say, I was being as humble, loving and honest as I could be...how M.J. took the my response is totally on her...

"For he or she that you hold anger against, controls you." Author unknown.

To those that have already read these thoughts before, please understand that we all are not on the same page of life and that is what makes the world go round...

Thanks M.J., for allowing me to explore this direction of my deepest most inner thoughts and reflections...I love you monkee, and always will...and where ever I may choose to travel, you know you can always visit and maybe one day, will choose to move there as well.

This little ditty was sent me by S.B., she and her husband were the first couple I was to marry since becoming an Ordained Spiritualist Minister in 1994. Thank you S.B., I sometimes find myself a forgetting these wise old words and you have reminded me how important it is to keep them sacred and a part of me.

God Bless All, Always!
Love, Light and Peace
Tonie


TWO Wolves
>
> One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a
> battle that goes
> on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is
> between two "wolves"
> inside us all.
>
> One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret,
> greed, arrogance,
> self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false
> pride, superiority,
> and ego.
>
> The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity,
> humility, kindness,
> benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and
> faith."
>
> The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked
> his grandfather:
> "Which wolf wins?"
>
> The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you
> feed."
>